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Context: Throughout this transcript, Bhante Vimalaramsi is the speaker unless otherwise indicated.
mark asked if i would maybe
start mentioning things about the
practice of jhana
and what that actually is
there's a real
interesting phenomena that's been
happening in america for the last
30 35 years
and that is the
over dependence on commentary
and taking that as what the buddha is
teaching
as opposed to the actual suttas of what
the buddha is teaching
and because of that there's been some
very
deep misunderstanding about what jhana
is and what the practice is
people have the idea that jhana means
concentration concentration doesn't lead
to nibana waste of time don't do it
but that's not what the buddha said
that comes from the commentary that
divides
insight meditation on one side and
concentration practice on the other side
and the two shall never meet
i know this for a fact because i
practiced that way for 20 years before i
decided i wanted to find out more about
what the buddha said
jhana does not mean concentration
jhana means a level of your
understanding
and
because of the way the commentaries
taught
what they do was they compartmentalized
a lot of
different teachings from the buddha
but all of the buddha's teachings they
go together
it's like weaving together a cloth
and you can't take one part out without
affecting all the other parts
now i know for a fact because of the way
that i practiced
uh that
a lot of people have the idea
that the hindrances when they arise when
you're in you're
doing your practice there's something to
fight
there's something to push away there's
something to stop to run away from
because they really are
troublesome
but actually a hindrance
is your teacher
a hindrance is your best friend as it's
showing you
where your attachments are
and what is an attachment
what makes an attachment an attachment i
mean these are all common words that
everybody throws around
but what does it mean for the last
15 to well for the last 15 years
i've been working a lot with buddhist
definitions
and the way i get my ideas about what
the buddha was talking about is
by going to the suttas and seeing what
the buddha said
was
the definition
attachment always means
taking whatever arises as being
personal this is me
this is mine this is who i am it doesn't
matter whether it's
mental or physical
anytime you take anything personally
then you are caught by an attachment
and this is what happens with every one
of the hindrances
now i've i've been uh
to zen practices i've been to all
different kinds of practices
and the zen say well you just have to
drop your
drop your thinking and get clear mind
okay what does that mean
how do you do that
and you wind up developing a form of one
pointed concentration
one point in constant concentration is
this
your mind is on your object of
meditation
it gets distracted you let go of that
distraction and immediately come back to
your objective meditation
okay
when you do that enough you get into
what is called
access concentration
where the force of the concentration
becomes
strong enough that it pushes down the
hindrances and doesn't allow them to
come up
at that time
but the real trouble is
when you lose that concentration guess
who comes to dinner
you have these
that come at you and it's not
just because or
not just when you're sitting in
meditation you have hindrances coming up
all the time
if you're not able to recognize the
hindrances
and to
relax
and let go of the hindrance you're going
to get
very caught by it
and you're going to start fighting with
it and you're going to start taking it
more and more
personally and you're going to cause
yourself
more and more pain
the whole point of the buddha's practice
is to learn how to let go of the pain
let go of the suffering what is
suffering
well not getting what you want that's
suffering
getting what you don't want that's
suffering
every time you identify with a thought
or feeling or sensation in your body
and you take it personally that's
suffering
how do you let go of the suffering
well the buddha was real big on this he
said
there's a cause of suffering and the
cause of suffering is craving
now what's craving
how does it manifest
nobody okay craving
okay what's attachment
it's taking it personally well
it's no it's more than that well it is
that
but it's it's goes on a subtler level
than what you're saying
craving always manifests
as tension and tightness in your mind
and in your body
okay always anytime you feel
any tension in your mind or in your body
there is craving craving is the i like
it
i don't like it mine
but the problem is as soon as that
craving
is touched right after that you have
clinging
and the clinging or all of your thoughts
and all of your opinions and all of your
ideas
and concepts and stories about
why you don't like that feeling or why
you do like that feeling
clinging or all of all of the thoughts
about
and the clinging is where the
real big idea of this is me
this is mine this is who i am
grabs on right
after the clinging then you have your
habitual
tendency your habitual tendency
is every time this kind of feeling
arises i always act that way
now this is an impersonal process
but we make it personal when we
don't see the craving and we don't see
the clinging
and we don't see our habitual tendency
our want to make things different than
they are
so in the anapanasati
suta in the satipatana suta in the maha
sativatana there's a set of instructions
and they say if you're going to practice
mindfulness of breathing you have to
follow
these instructions i had 20 years of
having the mascara
stuff down my throat nobody ever gave me
the instructions
that says in the sutta what to do
they always gave me instructions in how
to practice mindfulness of breathing
anytime there's a distraction your mind
gets pulled to it you note that until it
goes away and immediately come back to
the breath
you're using the breath
as your main object of meditation like
there's some kind of information in the
breath
there's no information in the breath
the instructions in how to do the
mindfulness of breathing meditation
are very simple there's only four
sentences
you understand when you breathe in long
you understand when you breathe out long
you
understand when you breathe in short you
understand when you breathe out shortly
what's the key word in this is it
nostril is it nostril tip is it abdomen
or is it understand
you understand what the breath
is doing you know when it's long you
know when it's short
you know when it's fast you know when
it's slow
you know when it's fine you know when
it's course
okay you know what the breath is doing
now nowhere in there did it mention any
body part
nowhere did it mention that this is all
that you have to focus on
the next part of the instructions are
where the real instruction begins
it says you trained us you train this
way
on the in-breath you experience the
entire body
not body of breath body
physical body on the out breath
you experience the entire physical body
the next part of the instructions this
is it
it says on the in-breath
you tranquilize the bodily formation
on the out breath you tranquilize a
bodily formation
now does that sound different than what
most people have been
practicing or teaching you to practice
if you don't have this step
of relaxing on the in-breath
and on the out breath and anytime
there's a distraction
letting it go relaxing and coming back
if you don't practice like this
the end result is not the same as what
the buddha was talking about
it's that simple this
extra step that the buddha put in
is the thing that makes his kind of
meditation
different from anyone else's
and what is that extra step
how to recognize when there is craving
and
let go of the craving
so your one point of concentration your
mind is on your object to meditation
distraction let go of the distraction
come back
what are you bringing back to your
object of meditation
your attention with craving in it
so when you're practicing
this samata vipassana
meditation your mind is on your
objective meditation it gets distracted
you notice that distraction and let it
go you notice the tightness caused by
mind's attention
moving from one thing to another
and you relax when you relax right then
your mind is clear your mind doesn't
have any thoughts in it
your mind is pure why is it pure because
you don't have any craving in it
now you bring that mind back to your
objective meditation
that one extra step if you add that
into your practice will change your
entire
practice and this is not a maybe
i see it happening all the time
there are some teachers that say well
in the anapanasati suta it says
that you have to
uh you you have to feel tranquil
that's what that suta is saying
that's not what it means the pali is
saying
there is a word in pali called possum
baya
and it can be a verb it can be a noun
it can be an adjective it can be an
adverb depending
on the context that it's used
and the context is he
trains thus that means
that this word to tranquilize
is a verb it's an action verb
it's something you have to do you
tranquilize on the in-breath
you tranquilize on the out breath any
kind of distraction
let go and tranquilize and come back to
your object to meditation
you use the breath as the reminder
to tranquilize on the in-breath and
tranquilize on the outbreak
it's the reminder you're not
using the breath to focus deeply on
there's no information in the breath
where you get information
is when you start recognizing how
mind's attention moves from one thing to
another
now i was talking about the hindrances a
little while ago
this is why the hindrances are so
important
and why we don't want to fight the
hindrances when they come up
they're not the enemy
your mind is on the on your object of
meditation and everything is fine
and all of a sudden you start feeling
restless
for instance and your mind is distracted
okay so you notice the distraction and
you relax
and you come back to your object of
meditation and it bounces back again
how did that happen
now if you're you were practicing with
some
teachers they would say why did that
happen
but why is not something that we're
interested in
we're interested in how the process
works so we let go
of why that we leave that for
psychologists and therapists and that
sort of thing
and we go into how did this process work
my mind was very calm and peaceful on
the object of meditation all of a sudden
it's over here out in left field
how'd that happen
so you let it go and you relax
and you come back and as you
start to bounce back and forth with the
hindrance
you start noticing things about this
right before your mind gets really
carried away
right before your mind really gets
carried away for a period of time
you notice that there's something there
and so you relax and come back
and then when you notice that you start
letting that go and relaxing that
and coming back to your object of
meditation
always relaxing and bringing that
relaxing mind
back to your objective meditation
you purify your mind you're bringing a
pure
mind back to your object to meditation
a mind that doesn't have any craving in
it at that time
now craving is not particularly strong
but it is particularly persistent
it's always popping up
it's subtle now the tightness that i say
excuse me
the tightness that i'm talking about
that you have to learn to recognize
and relax into is subtle
and it's tightness that happens in your
head
it's in your brain
you have your your brain is like two
parts right
and you have a membrane that goes around
your brain everybody's brain as it's a
head is the same way
every time there is a distraction there
is a contraction of that membrane
you need to be able to re realize
that there is this slight tension
and when you let go of that tension in
your head
you feel an opening
and then your mind becomes calm and you
bring
that mind back to your object of
meditation
now on the in-breath you relax and on
the out breath you relax relax what
there's tensions and tightnesses in your
head that you
never knew that were there until you
start
looking at that
and we have two halves of our brain
there is another membrane that goes
between these two halves and
as you start relaxing you start feeling
little tensions and tightnesses that
start letting go
and as you do it more and more you start
going deeper
and deeper
so you're on every in-breath and on
every out breath
even though you might not feel that
there's any tension or tightness
there is some
and as you relax over and over again
it begins to
let go more and more the subtle
little things begin to relax
and let go of
one thing that i i add to the practice
that is not um
in the suttas but i found it to be
very helpful more than
a little a little helpful
and i had 20 years of vipassana practice
i went through all of the inside
knowledges i know all of that stuff very
well but i had 20 years
of watching other people do retreats
brownie really
a sour face
trying hard concentrating
although the concentration was in the
wrong way
so i got tired of that
i'm by nature i'm more of a goof-off i
guess
i like to laugh and i like to smile and
i like things to be as easy as they can
and i found out that when i smiled while
i was meditating
that there was some wonderful things
that actually happened in my mind
while you're sitting in meditation and
you smile
your mind naturally becomes lighter
when you have a lighter mind your mind
is more
observant your awareness
is quicker
now if you don't believe me hang on to
some
anger for a while and see how how sharp
your awareness
is it does doesn't
doesn't do so good
so when you start smiling
with your practice
and smile into your
of your hindrances then you start
noticing that you don't take them so
personally
and if you start noticing that this is
just part of a process
and you start having fun
with the meditation does has anybody
else
heard that expression fun in meditation
in the same sentence
and this practice gets to be fun because
as you go deeper into the practice
you start letting go of the hindrances
more quickly more and more easily and
what are you really doing
you're letting go of your attachment
of your personal belief that these
feelings that came up they're me
they're mine and that's who i am as you
let them
go there's real relief
now you you'll work with the same
hindrance for a period of time
when you let go of that hindrance the
relief
is immediate and wonderful you feel
great and right after that you have a
lot of joy arising
how many people have been told when you
have joy
don't be attached
i had that one for 20 years i know that
one
you don't have to be attached to joy any
more than you have to be attached to
pain
it's just a feeling right
painful feeling joyful feeling
same coin different sights
treat it in the same way when the joy
arises
allow it to be there relax into it come
back to your object of meditation
now the kind of joy you feel is
it will make you smile
there's such relief the first time you
you
work with a hindrance and let go of the
hindrance that it's amazing
after a period of time that joy will
fade away by itself
on the other side of the joy you feel
very
tranquil you feel
really really comfortable in your mind
and in your body
you can still have some distracting
thoughts come in
but you see them really quickly and it's
almost
without any effort you know you see it
should let it be you relax
and come smile and come back
and your mind stays on your object of
meditation
nicely with almost no effort
i just described to you the first job
i just described to you how to get to
the first job
it's easy
now what's the advantage of getting into
the genre
well when you start really studying the
suttas
i do weird things sometimes like if
i'm looking for a particular word i'll
start counting how many times i've seen
it
and i counted in the entire
uh topitica well not the entire tibetica
i didn't do it in
in the abhidhamma that's this
but there's mention of vepasana a
hundred times
and about 80 of those times the word
vipassana
is mentioned with the word samata
in the same sentence
and then i started looking at how many
times the word
jhana was being used by the buddha
and it i stopped after a few thousand
times
now what do you think the buddha talked
about
he talked about janna why did he talk
about jonah
because that's the path
that leads to nirvana
that's the path that he taught
almost everyone
the mindfulness of breathing meditation
is
is mentioned eight times
in the suit
loving-kindness meditation is mentioned
many hundreds of times
which do you think he taught most
the one he talked about most
the one he saw the most advantage for
not but he had to talk about the
mindfulness of breathing because
that's a meditation that everybody
can get benefit from
loving-kindness meditation even though
you might not like the idea
is not suitable for every kind of
personality
i won't teach
some people loving-kindness meditation
although i like to teach loving-kindness
meditation
more than i like to teach mindfulness of
breathing
but it's not for everyone
i just got back from germany and we had
20 or 25 people that were coming toward
a one one week retreat
they all had prac my practice
mindfulness of breathing
i looked at them and i said you've all
been practicing
this breathing meditation and you've
been doing it
the way of one pointed concentration
i don't want you to do that anymore i
want you to practice loving kindness
meditation
a lot of resistance in that
oh i know the breathing meditation yeah
and you've developed bad habits
and it's real hard to let go of those
bad habits
and because it's such a natural thing
that when you go deep enough all of a
sudden you're staying
on the breath and you're not relaxing
anymore
so i say okay all you folks
you get to do loving kindness meditation
you have to start over again at ground
one
and after the grumbles and
uh the somebody came to me
i just heard something
anyway by the second day i'm seeing
people smiling and they're starting to
get into their practice a little bit
and by the third day they're all
starting to radiate this wonderful
glow of loving kindness
and by the end of the retreat
almost half of the people
had not just gotten into jhana everybody
got into drama that's easy
the half of the people had become
advanced meditators
an advanced meditator is somebody that
has experienced the fourth job
now they had all of this yes
yes in a week
uh the advantage of practicing loving
kindness meditation
is that you progress in your meditation
faster with loving kindness than you do
with any other kind of meditation
it's amazing to watch
and i'm getting spoiled enough by the
students that come through if they don't
get into the genre by the third or
fourth day i'm starting to go why not
what's the matter here
a jhana is a stage of understanding
understanding what how your mind's
attention moves
from one thing to another
the hindrance is your
teacher the hindrance
is your best friend
because your hindrance when it comes up
it really grabs you
this is where my attachment is and it
yells it at you
and then you learn how that process
works i'm on my object of meditation now
i'm over here on this entrance whoa
how'd that happen
see with buddhism it's always how
how does this process work
somebody at the retreat asked me
what the buddha said you should look for
in a teacher and
what kind of teaching you should look
for
from that teacher
and he gave very clear
short directions on that he
basically said you look for someone
who knows and can understand
can un knows understands and can
explain how dependent origination works
it's that simple
now i've been talking about dependent
origination to you
i haven't told you that's what it is but
i've been talking about it
i've been talking about the four noble
truths to you i haven't told you that's
what it is
but that's what i've been talking about
dependent origination is how the process
works
you have six sense doors you have
contact
with contact as conditioned feeling
arises
feeling is painful
pleasant neither painful nor pleasant
that's all with feeling as conditioned
craving arises craving is always
tension and tightness i like it i don't
like it mine
with craving as condition clinging
arises
all of your story all of your concepts
all of your opinions
all of your really heavy identification
with these are my ideas they're my
concepts this is how it works
that can cloud the way you see things
with clinging as condition
habitual tendency arises
in in poly they call it bhava
i had uh some fairly major discussions
with both biku bodhi and
my uh
my spiritual father he's uh he was a
monk that just died not too long ago his
name was lucille
about the use of habitual
tendency rather than experience
because that's the way it's always
translated by big devotee as
experience
bhikkhu bodhi didn't like habitual
tendency usil ananda did
so i got a split decision there what am
i going to do with that i
tend more towards the
the habitual tendency because it's
easier to understand
with habitual tendency as condition you
have
birth birth of action
with birth of action as condition you
have death
you have sorrow you have lamentation you
have pain you have grief you have
despair
that's how this whole mass of suffering
comes to be
that's dependent origination i just gave
it
so the buddha said anytime you can find
a teacher that knows and
understands dependent origination then
you should go to him
see how it works and start practicing
with him practice seeing
how the dependent origination actually
works in your life
that is the key to a successful practice
and that is why these people in germany
did so well
with the meditation they
had good concentration already they
already had their practices
they've been practicing for five years
eight years twelve years like that
but when i added this extra step of let
go of the craving
let go of this tension and tightness
and i had them change from the habitual
tendency of
doing the practice this way with the
mindfulness of breathing
now you got to do it this way with a
loving kindness
well it's hard at first not used to that
at first
kind of resent the idea that i can't
stay on my breath like i'm used to
but when you start getting into your
heart
and start radiating that feeling in
into
another person
your understanding becomes very
very sharp
when i teach loving kindness meditation
of course i teach that you got to smile
how can you give something if you
haven't got it so you gotta smile
and the more you smile the more you feel
this loving kindness the easier it is to
give it away
you see when the when the back when the
buddha was talking about meditation he
wasn't talking just about sitting
he was talking about an engaged kind of
practice
that you take with you off the cushion
and carry with you all the time
what's easier than taking your smile
off of the cushion and carrying it with
you all the time
and giving it away the first part of the
meditation the buddha said
was generosity
oh generosity always means i got to dig
into my pocket for
some coin to throw in a box no
generosity is having pleasant thoughts
and giving them away
having kind speech and giving it away
having kind thoughts all the time
smiling as much as you can and give that
smile away
that's the first part of meditation
it's easy except when it's hard
the second part of the meditation is
something that an awful lot of people
they really don't like to talk about
especially in this country
you gotta practice your morality you
gotta keep your five precepts
and this doesn't mean yeah once in a
while this means
all the time
if you don't keep your precepts sitting
in meditation is a waste of time
because you're going to be attacked by
all kinds of hindrances
what causes entrances to
arise breaking the precepts
don't kill or harm living beings on
purpose
don't take anything that's not given
don't have any wrong sexual activity
the next one biggie don't tell
lies don't use
harsh speech that means cursing
don't slander slander means
trying to divide one group from another
don't gossip what is gossip
give me give me a good definition what
is god
talking about
but the gossip is making up stories that
aren't true
and telling other people as if they were
true
okay that's gossip
don't take any drugs or alcohol no this
doesn't mean medicine
and this is when i should give you the
story of my friend
in in australia
he wrote and told me he's been
practicing mindfulness of breathing
for six years and his mind is very
stable and on his breath he's practicing
absorption concentration
but he said there's something missing in
the practice
and i can't bring my practice into my
daily life there's something that's not
working
so he said he wrote to me and he said
what do you think
and i said well i'll tell you what
why don't you try practicing putting
that extra step of relaxing
on me and breath relaxing on the out
breath
wrote a brilliant thing to him telling
him this is what you ought to do
so a week later he writes back and i
said
well how's it going and he says no
difference
and i said you're not relaxing
well i kind of forget i get so deep in
my concentration i just don't do it
okay i want you to change your
meditation
i want you to do loving kindness
meditation
gave him the instructions in a loving
kindness meditation
he writes back the next day no this is
not right
my mind's moving around all over the
place there's all kinds of problems with
this this
i don't want to do this no you got to do
it
and he was kicking and screaming for a
week
oh this is too hard i can't get focused
all of this nonsense stuff
so finally i said
enough i want you to do this practice
and that means i don't want you to sit
and meditate for a full week
i don't want you to do any kind of
meditation
what i want you to do is smile
for one week
into everything and when you can't
smile i want you to laugh
that's all i told him
so a week goes by and i don't hear from
him and i'm thinking oh well
there he goes and then he writes back
and he said you know i really took to
heart what you said
and i tried it these are some of the
things that i noticed
my mindfulness has improved so much
that it's unbelievable
i'm able to see what my mind is doing in
the present moment so much more
quickly he said
always before i was walking around my
head was down
i was walking in my mental haze
going from here to there doing this or
that always in this mental haze
when i started smiling my posture
started coming up a little bit
and i started looking around a little
bit more
and something really strange happened
when i smiled at people they started
smiling back
this never happened before
and they actually started coming up
closer to me
and talking with me that never
happened before
even when i didn't feel like smiling
i smiled and gained benefit from it
my mind was more uplifted more
clear
so he has all of these advantages
of doing his daily practice
his daily activities
with a light mind see the
thing is the more you can develop
joy in your life
in your daily activities
the more you develop that the
sharper your mindfulness becomes and the
more
you see the heaviness come and start to
pull you down
how many times have you
done a whole bunch of meditation and you
get out of the meditation and somebody
comes up and they're all
excited about something and you said
leave me alone
i just got done meditating
do you notice that as a version
do you notice that dislike do you
notice how your mind closes down
well that's the opposite of what the
buddha is talking about
there's no mindfulness there because all
of a sudden your mind shut down
you're going back into your old craving
your old clinging your old habitual
tendency
your old pains your old demands that
reality
be the way you want it to be when you
want it that way
i don't want much right
when you start practicing smiling more
you start
seeing these kind of patterns and you
can start
letting them go
if you don't put a smile smile in your
practice
your progress in the meditation is
slow
when i got these germans i need to think
about it
germans smiling
i mean their faces just became radiant
it was
wonderful to walk in the meditation room
because
there was such lightness there there
wasn't this heavy
german push and you've got to do it this
way
there wasn't any of that there was a
fluid feeling there was a nice feeling
in the room
if they can do it i figure anybody can
do it
and because of that they were extremely
successful
now sometimes people
say well you want me to change my
meditation that means i have to start
all over
again you've already got a base of
practice you have a base of discipline
all i'm suggesting is adding a little
bit to it
add that relaxed step with the smile
and see how your practice goes
if you don't let go of the craving
your concentration will get deeper and
deeper and
eventually suppress the hindrances
you'll never get to experience
an unconditioned state with the
condition
of suppression
one of the things that's real important
to realize
is that while you're doing the practice
while you're letting go of this craving
you start letting go of the want to
control
the want to control is a tight mind
i want things to be the way i want them
to be
when i want them that way
and when it doesn't match your
wants how much suffering do you cause
yourself because of that
see the whole thing with the meditation
is
as you go deeper into meditation your
mind starts getting more balance
all the time now this is not
just while you're sitting
this is a practice of
life living
living with a more and more balanced
mind means that you
will be more uplifted
and happy and at ease and that's what
the buddha is teaching
so adding this extra step of relaxing
into your practice it can be easier it
can be difficult depending how long
you've been doing the practice
if you find that you want to add it in
but you keep forgetting about it
think about changing your practice
it's still the same thing the loving
kindness is still
working with letting go of the tensions
and tightnesses just like you do with
any other kind of practice
your progress is faster because your
mind is much
lighter mind is much more at
ease now one of the things that i've
been noticing and
reading the buddhist magazines and
stuff from ims and my imw
in all of these places they're really
big
on you should practice the brahma
viharas
now let's sit down and practice loving
kindness for five minutes
and compassion for five minutes and joy
for five minutes
and then equanimity for five minutes
that's not how you do in practice
loving kindness
because of the commentary you think
loving-kindness takes you to the third
jhana and that's as high as you can get
with loving-kindness
you practice compassion to the third
jhana that
that's as high as you can get with
compassion
you practice joy to the third jhana and
that's as high as you can get with joy
you practice equanimity to the fourth
jhana that's as high as you can get with
that
that is not what it says in the sudden
that's what it says in the commentaries
when i teach people loving kindness i'm
kind of a sneaky monk i don't tell
people everything that they're doing
or why and try to let them to figure it
out by themselves
when you practice loving kindness you
practice loving kindness to the fourth
genre
when you get to
experience compassion
that's the first of rupa jhana
you've heard of infinite compassion
mahayanas are real big and talking about
that
well actually it's a little bit mixed up
it's compassion in infinite space
you keep practicing more your practice
changes from
the compassion to the joy and you start
experiencing
infinite consciousness
you keep practicing more your practice
goes from infinite consciousness
to the realm of nothingness
and this is where the equanimity is
the buddha taught this more the four
brahmavi higher
viharas he taught that more than it did
mindfulness of reading
you know the kalama sutra that famous
suta that the buddha says
don't do this and don't do that it's
only
this it's only that well you only see
the first part of that suta you never
get to notice the next part of the suta
that's teaching you
the brahma viharas
the brahma biharas are very important
they will not
take you all the way to nirvana
they will take you to the realm of
nothingness
yes that's not in the suit is that
i've heard that rupert is before it's
something you focus on for example
i remember focus for example in space
now that you you don't focus on on any
of the brahma biharas they happen by
themselves
no i'm saying when he discusses he tends
to say focus
everywhere as soon as i breathe i'm not
saying about them
focus on space focus on consciousness
well he's he's not actually saying focus
he's saying
pay attention to this is what happens
when
it's 1607 page 16.
i use that a lot
but what happens once you get to the
deeper
stages of the equinimity
is that
mind will become so subtle that you
can't tell
whether it's actually there or not
and this is called neither perception or
non-perception
now you don't know you're in this state
until you get out of the state
and then you start reflecting of what
happened while you were sitting
and you'll see that there were things
that were happening
by this time it's an automatic that
you're relaxing
you're relaxing all the time anytime
there's
even the slightest little movement of
mind's attention there's a
recognizing areola
now the the the genres go like this
in the first genres or even before that
your mind is flip-flopping around
quite a bit as you go into the genres
this
the big movements stop and then it gets
to be less and less and you get to the
fourth genre
where it's not so much movement anymore
as its vibration and as you go
deeper in the genres the vibration
becomes subtler and subtler and subtler
until finally you can't tell whether
it's really moving or not
and when you come out of that state you
reflect what happened
in that state yeah this
there's still things that are happening
they're still feeling there's still some
perception but not a lot
as you keep relaxing eventually mind
stops and this is called the cessation
of perception and feeling
there's no mind's attention moving
at all
many times
if you don't know the answer is yes
now when you come out of this
cessation of perception and feeling and
you get
perception and feeling coming up again
you see the links of dependent
origination
you see it's like everything stopped
and now it's starting up again and your
awareness is sharp enough that you see
each one of the links and how they arise
and you see how they cease
and when you get to the final letting go
of
ignorance which means now you truly
understand the four noble truths
there's an oh wow that happens
you've taught yourself going from jonah
to jhana
every depth of jhana is another
understanding
of how dependent origination works
and now you see it firsthand
it just happens really quickly by itself
and that understanding causes a real
explosion to happen in your mind the
light bulb is
real big that goes off
and right after that nibana occurs
nibana occurs through your understanding
of the process of dependent origination
and that's the only way it occurs
while i was in germany there was an
intellectual
type of person that had been practicing
meditation a little bit but more
study he kept on telling me that the
weighted the
the way the sutras talk about nibana you
get to nirvana by seeing
anitra dukkha and anata
you can see anitra duke and anato
without ever seeing dependent
origination
if you see dependent origination you
always see an initiative
seeing just you know seeing just anitra
duka
does not take you straight to nibana
everything is changed
everything is a form of
unsatisfactoriness
now you you heard me talking about
vibrations and move my mind
movements and all of that there's a
certain unsatisfactoriness that
causes that arises because of that
we're always looking for that ultimate
peace and quiet and calm
because that there is always this
movement
there is some unsatisfactoriness
and everything is an impersonal
process so it's seeing everything is
impermanent
uh unsatisfactory and impersonal
but you can see those characteristics
without seeing seeing dependent
origination
but anytime you see dependent
origination you always see those
characteristics
always it's not a maybe
you really see him and you understand
so this is different and this
intellectual kept on coming up with
well in this suita it says that you only
get there by seeing anichiduka
and that's just from his
misunderstanding of
uh dependent origination
because there's a lot of sutras and i
don't mean a few i mean there's a lot of
suttas
there's 84 sutras on dependent
origination
just in one section of the samut nikaya
and it says there very plainly if you
don't see
all of the links of dependent
origination you will not
attain nibana
but if you do you will
it's that plain it's that simple
i can show it to you
i know this kind of shoots a hole in and
some things that you might have heard
from other teachers
but when you start really getting into
the sutas
and start understanding it through your
own direct experience
all doubt in what i'm saying will
disappear
and i don't want you to believe anything
i say
i really don't don't believe a word of
it
go try and see yourself
see if it works i have friends that have
been practicing meditation for 20 25
years
and they they're stuck in their
meditation
and they come and they say there's got
to be something more to this meditation
try this extra step see what happens
they come back and go on geez i had no
idea the meditation would go so deep so
quickly
it's so much deeper than anything i've
ever experienced before
and i'm talking about people and monks
that have gone into the arupa genres
and now it's fun
i'm talking about people that are
really serious about the practice but
they haven't been taught
that extra step of relaxing
and i know that there's some teachers
that they'll talk about surface relaxing
well just feel relaxed while you're
doing the practice
no that's not it you have to
intentionally purposefully
relax the tension and tightness on the
in-breath
relax the tension and tightness on the
out breath
there's a distraction let go of the
distraction
relax the tension and tightness caused
by mind's attention
moving there
bring back that mind that has no craving
in it
to your objective meditation
you know one of the things that the
buddha talked about and
monks chant whenever they get together
in
chant chant about the dhamma
they chant about how the dhamma is
immediately affected
this practice will show you that that's
right
it is immediately effective you start
feeling a sense of relief when you put
that relaxed step
into your practice
and you start progressing faster than
you ever
dreamed possible
so i've been talking for a long time
do you have any questions comments yeah
um i'm used to thinking
in terms of the four types of aria
formula
and tabby
when you're talking a bucking about the
different stages of sainthood
can become a sodapana by listening to a
dhammata
you can become a saktagami by listening
to a dominant
you can't go any deeper than that by
listening to them
i'll tell you an experience i had
there's there's one
suta in the middle link sayings that is
incredibly powerful
it's called the six sets of six
and i had someone
read out the whole thing in german
now these people were all sitting there
and they were
you could hear a pin drop while he was
reading it
and
right after the talk got over i very
quietly said
now i want you to not
talk to each other i don't want you to
do anything
but sit
the next day two or three of the people
who had
about the same experience they met they
didn't have
any idea how deep they could go
just by listening to a dhamma talk and
it
changed their consciousness
just by listening to the doctor
so the more attentive you you
are when you're listening to dominate
um i know an awful lot of people they
like to
fidget a little bit and move their body
around but these these people
in that during that talk i mean
they didn't move the biggest movement
they had was blinking their eyes
you could feel the
force and power of that dramatic with
these people
and it changed all of them in the way
that they approached the practice
yeah that particular person
wrote a note okay saying about his
practice
that's one of them yeah okay
if you don't know it i'll read it
about his experience and
he has a really nice way with words so
it says
let's see
it was a great blessing for us to have
him here in germany
this retreat was so much better than
he mentions another one the main reason
is bunty's unique method and
it's hard work in giving every retreat
individual
advice according to their understanding
and practice
banty taught us his method meditation
method
that was new to me because so far i had
practiced
his breath meditation technique with
great results
in thailand by the way
so at first it was a bit difficult for
me to change the meditation object
but on the sixth day of the retreat i
had an unexpected breakthrough
after i had read the german version of
the six sets of six
to the retreating in the evening and
went back to my meditation cushion
my mind became very light very calm and
very happy
i didn't have to care about meditation
technique anymore at all
there was only the clear understanding
and feeling
that the buddhist instructions were
complete and perfect
the cessation of dukkha is possible we
can reach
the other shore there was
also a kind of pity or rather compassion
for those people who try to find
happiness through
sense pleasures and mental things
the suta as you know is a very powerful
one
i was completely surprised by its effect
part of it may be due to the many
repetitions
so anyway i thought he
said it beautifully yeah so
with a loving kindness
well this focuses on the heart and
putting your spiritual friend
in your art surrounding them with the
feeling of love and giving them a heart
of
and then radiating that view
one of the things with the loving
kindness meditation
i'll finish your question in just a
minute
is that right now it's being
taught as a kind of mantra
just repeating things over and over and
over and over
and the buddha wasn't interested in
mantras
when i teach loving-kindness i tell you
that the wish
that you make for your spiritual friend
you have to feel that wish
if you make a wish for their peace and
happiness
you have to feel that peace and
happiness
put that feeling in your heart surround
your friend with that
feeling of peace and happiness and then
radiate that feeling to them
now the wish can be anything that's
appropriate
in the present moment if your friend is
going through a very rough time
and you know their mind is very active
then you wish for a peaceful calm mind
an accepting mind a mind that has no
resistance to what's happening in the
present moment
so the wish can be any kind of wish you
want to make that feels right
in the moment
don't repeat the wish over and over in
your mind
say the wish one time feel the wish
keep that feeling going as long as you
can
and then when that feeling fades make
another wish
it can be the same wish or not
but it doesn't have to do with by
wrote saying something over and over and
over again
because when you do that then you start
thinking
underneath that and
that's not real meditation see when i
give you
when i take you into a retreat i want
you doing that
all the time you don't put your
attention on your feet while you're
walking you keep your attention on your
friend
on that wish keep that smile
going it's like the power of intention
of course
but you have
this added to it
mark asked if i would maybe
start mentioning things about the
practice of jhana
and what that actually is
there's a real
interesting phenomena that's been
happening in america for the last
30 35 years
and that is the
over dependence on commentary
and taking that as what the buddha is
teaching
as opposed to the actual suttas of what
the buddha is teaching
and because of that there's been some
very
deep misunderstanding about what jhana
is and what the practice is
people have the idea that jhana means
concentration concentration doesn't lead
to nibana waste of time don't do it
but that's not what the buddha said
that comes from the commentary that
divides
insight meditation on one side and
concentration practice on the other side
and the two shall never meet
i know this for a fact because i
practiced that way for 20 years before i
decided i wanted to find out more about
what the buddha said
jhana does not mean concentration
jhana means a level of your
understanding
and
because of the way the commentaries
taught
what they do was they compartmentalized
a lot of
different teachings from the buddha
but all of the buddha's teachings they
go together
it's like weaving together a cloth
and you can't take one part out without
affecting all the other parts
now i know for a fact because of the way
that i practiced
uh that
a lot of people have the idea
that the hindrances when they arise when
you're in you're
doing your practice there's something to
fight
there's something to push away there's
something to stop to run away from
because they really are
troublesome
but actually a hindrance
is your teacher
a hindrance is your best friend as it's
showing you
where your attachments are
and what is an attachment
what makes an attachment an attachment i
mean these are all common words that
everybody throws around
but what does it mean for the last
15 to well for the last 15 years
i've been working a lot with buddhist
definitions
and the way i get my ideas about what
the buddha was talking about is
by going to the suttas and seeing what
the buddha said
was
the definition
attachment always means
taking whatever arises as being
personal this is me
this is mine this is who i am it doesn't
matter whether it's
mental or physical
anytime you take anything personally
then you are caught by an attachment
and this is what happens with every one
of the hindrances
now i've i've been uh
to zen practices i've been to all
different kinds of practices
and the zen say well you just have to
drop your
drop your thinking and get clear mind
okay what does that mean
how do you do that
and you wind up developing a form of one
pointed concentration
one point in constant concentration is
this
your mind is on your object of
meditation
it gets distracted you let go of that
distraction and immediately come back to
your objective meditation
okay
when you do that enough you get into
what is called
access concentration
where the force of the concentration
becomes
strong enough that it pushes down the
hindrances and doesn't allow them to
come up
at that time
but the real trouble is
when you lose that concentration guess
who comes to dinner
you have these
that come at you and it's not
just because or
not just when you're sitting in
meditation you have hindrances coming up
all the time
if you're not able to recognize the
hindrances
and to
relax
and let go of the hindrance you're going
to get
very caught by it
and you're going to start fighting with
it and you're going to start taking it
more and more
personally and you're going to cause
yourself
more and more pain
the whole point of the buddha's practice
is to learn how to let go of the pain
let go of the suffering what is
suffering
well not getting what you want that's
suffering
getting what you don't want that's
suffering
every time you identify with a thought
or feeling or sensation in your body
and you take it personally that's
suffering
how do you let go of the suffering
well the buddha was real big on this he
said
there's a cause of suffering and the
cause of suffering is craving
now what's craving
how does it manifest
nobody okay craving
okay what's attachment
it's taking it personally well
it's no it's more than that well it is
that
but it's it's goes on a subtler level
than what you're saying
craving always manifests
as tension and tightness in your mind
and in your body
okay always anytime you feel
any tension in your mind or in your body
there is craving craving is the i like
it
i don't like it mine
but the problem is as soon as that
craving
is touched right after that you have
clinging
and the clinging or all of your thoughts
and all of your opinions and all of your
ideas
and concepts and stories about
why you don't like that feeling or why
you do like that feeling
clinging or all of all of the thoughts
about
and the clinging is where the
real big idea of this is me
this is mine this is who i am
grabs on right
after the clinging then you have your
habitual
tendency your habitual tendency
is every time this kind of feeling
arises i always act that way
now this is an impersonal process
but we make it personal when we
don't see the craving and we don't see
the clinging
and we don't see our habitual tendency
our want to make things different than
they are
so in the anapanasati
suta in the satipatana suta in the maha
sativatana there's a set of instructions
and they say if you're going to practice
mindfulness of breathing you have to
follow
these instructions i had 20 years of
having the mascara
stuff down my throat nobody ever gave me
the instructions
that says in the sutta what to do
they always gave me instructions in how
to practice mindfulness of breathing
anytime there's a distraction your mind
gets pulled to it you note that until it
goes away and immediately come back to
the breath
you're using the breath
as your main object of meditation like
there's some kind of information in the
breath
there's no information in the breath
the instructions in how to do the
mindfulness of breathing meditation
are very simple there's only four
sentences
you understand when you breathe in long
you understand when you breathe out long
you
understand when you breathe in short you
understand when you breathe out shortly
what's the key word in this is it
nostril is it nostril tip is it abdomen
or is it understand
you understand what the breath
is doing you know when it's long you
know when it's short
you know when it's fast you know when
it's slow
you know when it's fine you know when
it's course
okay you know what the breath is doing
now nowhere in there did it mention any
body part
nowhere did it mention that this is all
that you have to focus on
the next part of the instructions are
where the real instruction begins
it says you trained us you train this
way
on the in-breath you experience the
entire body
not body of breath body
physical body on the out breath
you experience the entire physical body
the next part of the instructions this
is it
it says on the in-breath
you tranquilize the bodily formation
on the out breath you tranquilize a
bodily formation
now does that sound different than what
most people have been
practicing or teaching you to practice
if you don't have this step
of relaxing on the in-breath
and on the out breath and anytime
there's a distraction
letting it go relaxing and coming back
if you don't practice like this
the end result is not the same as what
the buddha was talking about
it's that simple this
extra step that the buddha put in
is the thing that makes his kind of
meditation
different from anyone else's
and what is that extra step
how to recognize when there is craving
and
let go of the craving
so your one point of concentration your
mind is on your object to meditation
distraction let go of the distraction
come back
what are you bringing back to your
object of meditation
your attention with craving in it
so when you're practicing
this samata vipassana
meditation your mind is on your
objective meditation it gets distracted
you notice that distraction and let it
go you notice the tightness caused by
mind's attention
moving from one thing to another
and you relax when you relax right then
your mind is clear your mind doesn't
have any thoughts in it
your mind is pure why is it pure because
you don't have any craving in it
now you bring that mind back to your
objective meditation
that one extra step if you add that
into your practice will change your
entire
practice and this is not a maybe
i see it happening all the time
there are some teachers that say well
in the anapanasati suta it says
that you have to
uh you you have to feel tranquil
that's what that suta is saying
that's not what it means the pali is
saying
there is a word in pali called possum
baya
and it can be a verb it can be a noun
it can be an adjective it can be an
adverb depending
on the context that it's used
and the context is he
trains thus that means
that this word to tranquilize
is a verb it's an action verb
it's something you have to do you
tranquilize on the in-breath
you tranquilize on the out breath any
kind of distraction
let go and tranquilize and come back to
your object to meditation
you use the breath as the reminder
to tranquilize on the in-breath and
tranquilize on the outbreak
it's the reminder you're not
using the breath to focus deeply on
there's no information in the breath
where you get information
is when you start recognizing how
mind's attention moves from one thing to
another
now i was talking about the hindrances a
little while ago
this is why the hindrances are so
important
and why we don't want to fight the
hindrances when they come up
they're not the enemy
your mind is on the on your object of
meditation and everything is fine
and all of a sudden you start feeling
restless
for instance and your mind is distracted
okay so you notice the distraction and
you relax
and you come back to your object of
meditation and it bounces back again
how did that happen
now if you're you were practicing with
some
teachers they would say why did that
happen
but why is not something that we're
interested in
we're interested in how the process
works so we let go
of why that we leave that for
psychologists and therapists and that
sort of thing
and we go into how did this process work
my mind was very calm and peaceful on
the object of meditation all of a sudden
it's over here out in left field
how'd that happen
so you let it go and you relax
and you come back and as you
start to bounce back and forth with the
hindrance
you start noticing things about this
right before your mind gets really
carried away
right before your mind really gets
carried away for a period of time
you notice that there's something there
and so you relax and come back
and then when you notice that you start
letting that go and relaxing that
and coming back to your object of
meditation
always relaxing and bringing that
relaxing mind
back to your objective meditation
you purify your mind you're bringing a
pure
mind back to your object to meditation
a mind that doesn't have any craving in
it at that time
now craving is not particularly strong
but it is particularly persistent
it's always popping up
it's subtle now the tightness that i say
excuse me
the tightness that i'm talking about
that you have to learn to recognize
and relax into is subtle
and it's tightness that happens in your
head
it's in your brain
you have your your brain is like two
parts right
and you have a membrane that goes around
your brain everybody's brain as it's a
head is the same way
every time there is a distraction there
is a contraction of that membrane
you need to be able to re realize
that there is this slight tension
and when you let go of that tension in
your head
you feel an opening
and then your mind becomes calm and you
bring
that mind back to your object of
meditation
now on the in-breath you relax and on
the out breath you relax relax what
there's tensions and tightnesses in your
head that you
never knew that were there until you
start
looking at that
and we have two halves of our brain
there is another membrane that goes
between these two halves and
as you start relaxing you start feeling
little tensions and tightnesses that
start letting go
and as you do it more and more you start
going deeper
and deeper
so you're on every in-breath and on
every out breath
even though you might not feel that
there's any tension or tightness
there is some
and as you relax over and over again
it begins to
let go more and more the subtle
little things begin to relax
and let go of
one thing that i i add to the practice
that is not um
in the suttas but i found it to be
very helpful more than
a little a little helpful
and i had 20 years of vipassana practice
i went through all of the inside
knowledges i know all of that stuff very
well but i had 20 years
of watching other people do retreats
brownie really
a sour face
trying hard concentrating
although the concentration was in the
wrong way
so i got tired of that
i'm by nature i'm more of a goof-off i
guess
i like to laugh and i like to smile and
i like things to be as easy as they can
and i found out that when i smiled while
i was meditating
that there was some wonderful things
that actually happened in my mind
while you're sitting in meditation and
you smile
your mind naturally becomes lighter
when you have a lighter mind your mind
is more
observant your awareness
is quicker
now if you don't believe me hang on to
some
anger for a while and see how how sharp
your awareness
is it does doesn't
doesn't do so good
so when you start smiling
with your practice
and smile into your
of your hindrances then you start
noticing that you don't take them so
personally
and if you start noticing that this is
just part of a process
and you start having fun
with the meditation does has anybody
else
heard that expression fun in meditation
in the same sentence
and this practice gets to be fun because
as you go deeper into the practice
you start letting go of the hindrances
more quickly more and more easily and
what are you really doing
you're letting go of your attachment
of your personal belief that these
feelings that came up they're me
they're mine and that's who i am as you
let them
go there's real relief
now you you'll work with the same
hindrance for a period of time
when you let go of that hindrance the
relief
is immediate and wonderful you feel
great and right after that you have a
lot of joy arising
how many people have been told when you
have joy
don't be attached
i had that one for 20 years i know that
one
you don't have to be attached to joy any
more than you have to be attached to
pain
it's just a feeling right
painful feeling joyful feeling
same coin different sights
treat it in the same way when the joy
arises
allow it to be there relax into it come
back to your object of meditation
now the kind of joy you feel is
it will make you smile
there's such relief the first time you
you
work with a hindrance and let go of the
hindrance that it's amazing
after a period of time that joy will
fade away by itself
on the other side of the joy you feel
very
tranquil you feel
really really comfortable in your mind
and in your body
you can still have some distracting
thoughts come in
but you see them really quickly and it's
almost
without any effort you know you see it
should let it be you relax
and come smile and come back
and your mind stays on your object of
meditation
nicely with almost no effort
i just described to you the first job
i just described to you how to get to
the first job
it's easy
now what's the advantage of getting into
the genre
well when you start really studying the
suttas
i do weird things sometimes like if
i'm looking for a particular word i'll
start counting how many times i've seen
it
and i counted in the entire
uh topitica well not the entire tibetica
i didn't do it in
in the abhidhamma that's this
but there's mention of vepasana a
hundred times
and about 80 of those times the word
vipassana
is mentioned with the word samata
in the same sentence
and then i started looking at how many
times the word
jhana was being used by the buddha
and it i stopped after a few thousand
times
now what do you think the buddha talked
about
he talked about janna why did he talk
about jonah
because that's the path
that leads to nirvana
that's the path that he taught
almost everyone
the mindfulness of breathing meditation
is
is mentioned eight times
in the suit
loving-kindness meditation is mentioned
many hundreds of times
which do you think he taught most
the one he talked about most
the one he saw the most advantage for
not but he had to talk about the
mindfulness of breathing because
that's a meditation that everybody
can get benefit from
loving-kindness meditation even though
you might not like the idea
is not suitable for every kind of
personality
i won't teach
some people loving-kindness meditation
although i like to teach loving-kindness
meditation
more than i like to teach mindfulness of
breathing
but it's not for everyone
i just got back from germany and we had
20 or 25 people that were coming toward
a one one week retreat
they all had prac my practice
mindfulness of breathing
i looked at them and i said you've all
been practicing
this breathing meditation and you've
been doing it
the way of one pointed concentration
i don't want you to do that anymore i
want you to practice loving kindness
meditation
a lot of resistance in that
oh i know the breathing meditation yeah
and you've developed bad habits
and it's real hard to let go of those
bad habits
and because it's such a natural thing
that when you go deep enough all of a
sudden you're staying
on the breath and you're not relaxing
anymore
so i say okay all you folks
you get to do loving kindness meditation
you have to start over again at ground
one
and after the grumbles and
uh the somebody came to me
i just heard something
anyway by the second day i'm seeing
people smiling and they're starting to
get into their practice a little bit
and by the third day they're all
starting to radiate this wonderful
glow of loving kindness
and by the end of the retreat
almost half of the people
had not just gotten into jhana everybody
got into drama that's easy
the half of the people had become
advanced meditators
an advanced meditator is somebody that
has experienced the fourth job
now they had all of this yes
yes in a week
uh the advantage of practicing loving
kindness meditation
is that you progress in your meditation
faster with loving kindness than you do
with any other kind of meditation
it's amazing to watch
and i'm getting spoiled enough by the
students that come through if they don't
get into the genre by the third or
fourth day i'm starting to go why not
what's the matter here
a jhana is a stage of understanding
understanding what how your mind's
attention moves
from one thing to another
the hindrance is your
teacher the hindrance
is your best friend
because your hindrance when it comes up
it really grabs you
this is where my attachment is and it
yells it at you
and then you learn how that process
works i'm on my object of meditation now
i'm over here on this entrance whoa
how'd that happen
see with buddhism it's always how
how does this process work
somebody at the retreat asked me
what the buddha said you should look for
in a teacher and
what kind of teaching you should look
for
from that teacher
and he gave very clear
short directions on that he
basically said you look for someone
who knows and can understand
can un knows understands and can
explain how dependent origination works
it's that simple
now i've been talking about dependent
origination to you
i haven't told you that's what it is but
i've been talking about it
i've been talking about the four noble
truths to you i haven't told you that's
what it is
but that's what i've been talking about
dependent origination is how the process
works
you have six sense doors you have
contact
with contact as conditioned feeling
arises
feeling is painful
pleasant neither painful nor pleasant
that's all with feeling as conditioned
craving arises craving is always
tension and tightness i like it i don't
like it mine
with craving as condition clinging
arises
all of your story all of your concepts
all of your opinions
all of your really heavy identification
with these are my ideas they're my
concepts this is how it works
that can cloud the way you see things
with clinging as condition
habitual tendency arises
in in poly they call it bhava
i had uh some fairly major discussions
with both biku bodhi and
my uh
my spiritual father he's uh he was a
monk that just died not too long ago his
name was lucille
about the use of habitual
tendency rather than experience
because that's the way it's always
translated by big devotee as
experience
bhikkhu bodhi didn't like habitual
tendency usil ananda did
so i got a split decision there what am
i going to do with that i
tend more towards the
the habitual tendency because it's
easier to understand
with habitual tendency as condition you
have
birth birth of action
with birth of action as condition you
have death
you have sorrow you have lamentation you
have pain you have grief you have
despair
that's how this whole mass of suffering
comes to be
that's dependent origination i just gave
it
so the buddha said anytime you can find
a teacher that knows and
understands dependent origination then
you should go to him
see how it works and start practicing
with him practice seeing
how the dependent origination actually
works in your life
that is the key to a successful practice
and that is why these people in germany
did so well
with the meditation they
had good concentration already they
already had their practices
they've been practicing for five years
eight years twelve years like that
but when i added this extra step of let
go of the craving
let go of this tension and tightness
and i had them change from the habitual
tendency of
doing the practice this way with the
mindfulness of breathing
now you got to do it this way with a
loving kindness
well it's hard at first not used to that
at first
kind of resent the idea that i can't
stay on my breath like i'm used to
but when you start getting into your
heart
and start radiating that feeling in
into
another person
your understanding becomes very
very sharp
when i teach loving kindness meditation
of course i teach that you got to smile
how can you give something if you
haven't got it so you gotta smile
and the more you smile the more you feel
this loving kindness the easier it is to
give it away
you see when the when the back when the
buddha was talking about meditation he
wasn't talking just about sitting
he was talking about an engaged kind of
practice
that you take with you off the cushion
and carry with you all the time
what's easier than taking your smile
off of the cushion and carrying it with
you all the time
and giving it away the first part of the
meditation the buddha said
was generosity
oh generosity always means i got to dig
into my pocket for
some coin to throw in a box no
generosity is having pleasant thoughts
and giving them away
having kind speech and giving it away
having kind thoughts all the time
smiling as much as you can and give that
smile away
that's the first part of meditation
it's easy except when it's hard
the second part of the meditation is
something that an awful lot of people
they really don't like to talk about
especially in this country
you gotta practice your morality you
gotta keep your five precepts
and this doesn't mean yeah once in a
while this means
all the time
if you don't keep your precepts sitting
in meditation is a waste of time
because you're going to be attacked by
all kinds of hindrances
what causes entrances to
arise breaking the precepts
don't kill or harm living beings on
purpose
don't take anything that's not given
don't have any wrong sexual activity
the next one biggie don't tell
lies don't use
harsh speech that means cursing
don't slander slander means
trying to divide one group from another
don't gossip what is gossip
give me give me a good definition what
is god
talking about
but the gossip is making up stories that
aren't true
and telling other people as if they were
true
okay that's gossip
don't take any drugs or alcohol no this
doesn't mean medicine
and this is when i should give you the
story of my friend
in in australia
he wrote and told me he's been
practicing mindfulness of breathing
for six years and his mind is very
stable and on his breath he's practicing
absorption concentration
but he said there's something missing in
the practice
and i can't bring my practice into my
daily life there's something that's not
working
so he said he wrote to me and he said
what do you think
and i said well i'll tell you what
why don't you try practicing putting
that extra step of relaxing
on me and breath relaxing on the out
breath
wrote a brilliant thing to him telling
him this is what you ought to do
so a week later he writes back and i
said
well how's it going and he says no
difference
and i said you're not relaxing
well i kind of forget i get so deep in
my concentration i just don't do it
okay i want you to change your
meditation
i want you to do loving kindness
meditation
gave him the instructions in a loving
kindness meditation
he writes back the next day no this is
not right
my mind's moving around all over the
place there's all kinds of problems with
this this
i don't want to do this no you got to do
it
and he was kicking and screaming for a
week
oh this is too hard i can't get focused
all of this nonsense stuff
so finally i said
enough i want you to do this practice
and that means i don't want you to sit
and meditate for a full week
i don't want you to do any kind of
meditation
what i want you to do is smile
for one week
into everything and when you can't
smile i want you to laugh
that's all i told him
so a week goes by and i don't hear from
him and i'm thinking oh well
there he goes and then he writes back
and he said you know i really took to
heart what you said
and i tried it these are some of the
things that i noticed
my mindfulness has improved so much
that it's unbelievable
i'm able to see what my mind is doing in
the present moment so much more
quickly he said
always before i was walking around my
head was down
i was walking in my mental haze
going from here to there doing this or
that always in this mental haze
when i started smiling my posture
started coming up a little bit
and i started looking around a little
bit more
and something really strange happened
when i smiled at people they started
smiling back
this never happened before
and they actually started coming up
closer to me
and talking with me that never
happened before
even when i didn't feel like smiling
i smiled and gained benefit from it
my mind was more uplifted more
clear
so he has all of these advantages
of doing his daily practice
his daily activities
with a light mind see the
thing is the more you can develop
joy in your life
in your daily activities
the more you develop that the
sharper your mindfulness becomes and the
more
you see the heaviness come and start to
pull you down
how many times have you
done a whole bunch of meditation and you
get out of the meditation and somebody
comes up and they're all
excited about something and you said
leave me alone
i just got done meditating
do you notice that as a version
do you notice that dislike do you
notice how your mind closes down
well that's the opposite of what the
buddha is talking about
there's no mindfulness there because all
of a sudden your mind shut down
you're going back into your old craving
your old clinging your old habitual
tendency
your old pains your old demands that
reality
be the way you want it to be when you
want it that way
i don't want much right
when you start practicing smiling more
you start
seeing these kind of patterns and you
can start
letting them go
if you don't put a smile smile in your
practice
your progress in the meditation is
slow
when i got these germans i need to think
about it
germans smiling
i mean their faces just became radiant
it was
wonderful to walk in the meditation room
because
there was such lightness there there
wasn't this heavy
german push and you've got to do it this
way
there wasn't any of that there was a
fluid feeling there was a nice feeling
in the room
if they can do it i figure anybody can
do it
and because of that they were extremely
successful
now sometimes people
say well you want me to change my
meditation that means i have to start
all over
again you've already got a base of
practice you have a base of discipline
all i'm suggesting is adding a little
bit to it
add that relaxed step with the smile
and see how your practice goes
if you don't let go of the craving
your concentration will get deeper and
deeper and
eventually suppress the hindrances
you'll never get to experience
an unconditioned state with the
condition
of suppression
one of the things that's real important
to realize
is that while you're doing the practice
while you're letting go of this craving
you start letting go of the want to
control
the want to control is a tight mind
i want things to be the way i want them
to be
when i want them that way
and when it doesn't match your
wants how much suffering do you cause
yourself because of that
see the whole thing with the meditation
is
as you go deeper into meditation your
mind starts getting more balance
all the time now this is not
just while you're sitting
this is a practice of
life living
living with a more and more balanced
mind means that you
will be more uplifted
and happy and at ease and that's what
the buddha is teaching
so adding this extra step of relaxing
into your practice it can be easier it
can be difficult depending how long
you've been doing the practice
if you find that you want to add it in
but you keep forgetting about it
think about changing your practice
it's still the same thing the loving
kindness is still
working with letting go of the tensions
and tightnesses just like you do with
any other kind of practice
your progress is faster because your
mind is much
lighter mind is much more at
ease now one of the things that i've
been noticing and
reading the buddhist magazines and
stuff from ims and my imw
in all of these places they're really
big
on you should practice the brahma
viharas
now let's sit down and practice loving
kindness for five minutes
and compassion for five minutes and joy
for five minutes
and then equanimity for five minutes
that's not how you do in practice
loving kindness
because of the commentary you think
loving-kindness takes you to the third
jhana and that's as high as you can get
with loving-kindness
you practice compassion to the third
jhana that
that's as high as you can get with
compassion
you practice joy to the third jhana and
that's as high as you can get with joy
you practice equanimity to the fourth
jhana that's as high as you can get with
that
that is not what it says in the sudden
that's what it says in the commentaries
when i teach people loving kindness i'm
kind of a sneaky monk i don't tell
people everything that they're doing
or why and try to let them to figure it
out by themselves
when you practice loving kindness you
practice loving kindness to the fourth
genre
when you get to
experience compassion
that's the first of rupa jhana
you've heard of infinite compassion
mahayanas are real big and talking about
that
well actually it's a little bit mixed up
it's compassion in infinite space
you keep practicing more your practice
changes from
the compassion to the joy and you start
experiencing
infinite consciousness
you keep practicing more your practice
goes from infinite consciousness
to the realm of nothingness
and this is where the equanimity is
the buddha taught this more the four
brahmavi higher
viharas he taught that more than it did
mindfulness of reading
you know the kalama sutra that famous
suta that the buddha says
don't do this and don't do that it's
only
this it's only that well you only see
the first part of that suta you never
get to notice the next part of the suta
that's teaching you
the brahma viharas
the brahma biharas are very important
they will not
take you all the way to nirvana
they will take you to the realm of
nothingness
yes that's not in the suit is that
i've heard that rupert is before it's
something you focus on for example
i remember focus for example in space
now that you you don't focus on on any
of the brahma biharas they happen by
themselves
no i'm saying when he discusses he tends
to say focus
everywhere as soon as i breathe i'm not
saying about them
focus on space focus on consciousness
well he's he's not actually saying focus
he's saying
pay attention to this is what happens
when
it's 1607 page 16.
i use that a lot
but what happens once you get to the
deeper
stages of the equinimity
is that
mind will become so subtle that you
can't tell
whether it's actually there or not
and this is called neither perception or
non-perception
now you don't know you're in this state
until you get out of the state
and then you start reflecting of what
happened while you were sitting
and you'll see that there were things
that were happening
by this time it's an automatic that
you're relaxing
you're relaxing all the time anytime
there's
even the slightest little movement of
mind's attention there's a
recognizing areola
now the the the genres go like this
in the first genres or even before that
your mind is flip-flopping around
quite a bit as you go into the genres
this
the big movements stop and then it gets
to be less and less and you get to the
fourth genre
where it's not so much movement anymore
as its vibration and as you go
deeper in the genres the vibration
becomes subtler and subtler and subtler
until finally you can't tell whether
it's really moving or not
and when you come out of that state you
reflect what happened
in that state yeah this
there's still things that are happening
they're still feeling there's still some
perception but not a lot
as you keep relaxing eventually mind
stops and this is called the cessation
of perception and feeling
there's no mind's attention moving
at all
many times
if you don't know the answer is yes
now when you come out of this
cessation of perception and feeling and
you get
perception and feeling coming up again
you see the links of dependent
origination
you see it's like everything stopped
and now it's starting up again and your
awareness is sharp enough that you see
each one of the links and how they arise
and you see how they cease
and when you get to the final letting go
of
ignorance which means now you truly
understand the four noble truths
there's an oh wow that happens
you've taught yourself going from jonah
to jhana
every depth of jhana is another
understanding
of how dependent origination works
and now you see it firsthand
it just happens really quickly by itself
and that understanding causes a real
explosion to happen in your mind the
light bulb is
real big that goes off
and right after that nibana occurs
nibana occurs through your understanding
of the process of dependent origination
and that's the only way it occurs
while i was in germany there was an
intellectual
type of person that had been practicing
meditation a little bit but more
study he kept on telling me that the
weighted the
the way the sutras talk about nibana you
get to nirvana by seeing
anitra dukkha and anata
you can see anitra duke and anato
without ever seeing dependent
origination
if you see dependent origination you
always see an initiative
seeing just you know seeing just anitra
duka
does not take you straight to nibana
everything is changed
everything is a form of
unsatisfactoriness
now you you heard me talking about
vibrations and move my mind
movements and all of that there's a
certain unsatisfactoriness that
causes that arises because of that
we're always looking for that ultimate
peace and quiet and calm
because that there is always this
movement
there is some unsatisfactoriness
and everything is an impersonal
process so it's seeing everything is
impermanent
uh unsatisfactory and impersonal
but you can see those characteristics
without seeing seeing dependent
origination
but anytime you see dependent
origination you always see those
characteristics
always it's not a maybe
you really see him and you understand
so this is different and this
intellectual kept on coming up with
well in this suita it says that you only
get there by seeing anichiduka
and that's just from his
misunderstanding of
uh dependent origination
because there's a lot of sutras and i
don't mean a few i mean there's a lot of
suttas
there's 84 sutras on dependent
origination
just in one section of the samut nikaya
and it says there very plainly if you
don't see
all of the links of dependent
origination you will not
attain nibana
but if you do you will
it's that plain it's that simple
i can show it to you
i know this kind of shoots a hole in and
some things that you might have heard
from other teachers
but when you start really getting into
the sutas
and start understanding it through your
own direct experience
all doubt in what i'm saying will
disappear
and i don't want you to believe anything
i say
i really don't don't believe a word of
it
go try and see yourself
see if it works i have friends that have
been practicing meditation for 20 25
years
and they they're stuck in their
meditation
and they come and they say there's got
to be something more to this meditation
try this extra step see what happens
they come back and go on geez i had no
idea the meditation would go so deep so
quickly
it's so much deeper than anything i've
ever experienced before
and i'm talking about people and monks
that have gone into the arupa genres
and now it's fun
i'm talking about people that are
really serious about the practice but
they haven't been taught
that extra step of relaxing
and i know that there's some teachers
that they'll talk about surface relaxing
well just feel relaxed while you're
doing the practice
no that's not it you have to
intentionally purposefully
relax the tension and tightness on the
in-breath
relax the tension and tightness on the
out breath
there's a distraction let go of the
distraction
relax the tension and tightness caused
by mind's attention
moving there
bring back that mind that has no craving
in it
to your objective meditation
you know one of the things that the
buddha talked about and
monks chant whenever they get together
in
chant chant about the dhamma
they chant about how the dhamma is
immediately affected
this practice will show you that that's
right
it is immediately effective you start
feeling a sense of relief when you put
that relaxed step
into your practice
and you start progressing faster than
you ever
dreamed possible
so i've been talking for a long time
do you have any questions comments yeah
um i'm used to thinking
in terms of the four types of aria
formula
and tabby
when you're talking a bucking about the
different stages of sainthood
can become a sodapana by listening to a
dhammata
you can become a saktagami by listening
to a dominant
you can't go any deeper than that by
listening to them
i'll tell you an experience i had
there's there's one
suta in the middle link sayings that is
incredibly powerful
it's called the six sets of six
and i had someone
read out the whole thing in german
now these people were all sitting there
and they were
you could hear a pin drop while he was
reading it
and
right after the talk got over i very
quietly said
now i want you to not
talk to each other i don't want you to
do anything
but sit
the next day two or three of the people
who had
about the same experience they met they
didn't have
any idea how deep they could go
just by listening to a dhamma talk and
it
changed their consciousness
just by listening to the doctor
so the more attentive you you
are when you're listening to dominate
um i know an awful lot of people they
like to
fidget a little bit and move their body
around but these these people
in that during that talk i mean
they didn't move the biggest movement
they had was blinking their eyes
you could feel the
force and power of that dramatic with
these people
and it changed all of them in the way
that they approached the practice
yeah that particular person
wrote a note okay saying about his
practice
that's one of them yeah okay
if you don't know it i'll read it
about his experience and
he has a really nice way with words so
it says
let's see
it was a great blessing for us to have
him here in germany
this retreat was so much better than
he mentions another one the main reason
is bunty's unique method and
it's hard work in giving every retreat
individual
advice according to their understanding
and practice
banty taught us his method meditation
method
that was new to me because so far i had
practiced
his breath meditation technique with
great results
in thailand by the way
so at first it was a bit difficult for
me to change the meditation object
but on the sixth day of the retreat i
had an unexpected breakthrough
after i had read the german version of
the six sets of six
to the retreating in the evening and
went back to my meditation cushion
my mind became very light very calm and
very happy
i didn't have to care about meditation
technique anymore at all
there was only the clear understanding
and feeling
that the buddhist instructions were
complete and perfect
the cessation of dukkha is possible we
can reach
the other shore there was
also a kind of pity or rather compassion
for those people who try to find
happiness through
sense pleasures and mental things
the suta as you know is a very powerful
one
i was completely surprised by its effect
part of it may be due to the many
repetitions
so anyway i thought he
said it beautifully yeah so
with a loving kindness
well this focuses on the heart and
putting your spiritual friend
in your art surrounding them with the
feeling of love and giving them a heart
of
and then radiating that view
one of the things with the loving
kindness meditation
i'll finish your question in just a
minute
is that right now it's being
taught as a kind of mantra
just repeating things over and over and
over and over
and the buddha wasn't interested in
mantras
when i teach loving-kindness i tell you
that the wish
that you make for your spiritual friend
you have to feel that wish
if you make a wish for their peace and
happiness
you have to feel that peace and
happiness
put that feeling in your heart surround
your friend with that
feeling of peace and happiness and then
radiate that feeling to them
now the wish can be anything that's
appropriate
in the present moment if your friend is
going through a very rough time
and you know their mind is very active
then you wish for a peaceful calm mind
an accepting mind a mind that has no
resistance to what's happening in the
present moment
so the wish can be any kind of wish you
want to make that feels right
in the moment
don't repeat the wish over and over in
your mind
say the wish one time feel the wish
keep that feeling going as long as you
can
and then when that feeling fades make
another wish
it can be the same wish or not
but it doesn't have to do with by
wrote saying something over and over and
over again
because when you do that then you start
thinking
underneath that and
that's not real meditation see when i
give you
when i take you into a retreat i want
you doing that
all the time you don't put your
attention on your feet while you're
walking you keep your attention on your
friend
on that wish keep that smile
going it's like the power of intention
of course
but you have
this added to it