From: https://youtube.com/watch?v=GQnyTr_BlS8
Context: Throughout this transcript, Bhante Vimalaramsi is the speaker unless otherwise indicated.
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when you practice loving-kindness
meditation you first start by sending
loving and kind thoughts to yourself you
remember times when you were happy when
that happy feeling arises it's a warm
glowing feeling in the center of your
chest it's kind of a radiating feeling
as soon as that feeling arises then you
make a wish for your own happiness may I
be happy may my mind be peaceful and
calm may I be filled with joy may I be
cheerful whatever wish you make for
yourself feel that wish you know what it
feels like to be peaceful and calm bring
that feeling of peace and calm put it
into your heart radiate that feeling to
yourself you know what it feels like to
be happy bring that feeling into your
heart and radiate that feeling to
yourself whatever wish you make for
yourself you want to feel that wish you
can make the same wish over and over
again as long as it has meaning for you
or you can change the wish occasionally
but you don't make the wish like this
you don't say may I be happy me I be
happy me I be happy may I be happy may I
be happy
when you do a wish like that it turns
into like trying to memorize something
and you start thinking about other
things you want to feel the wish make
the wish feel that peace and calm if
that's what your wishes keep that
feeling in your heart when that feeling
starts to fade then you make another
wish while you're sitting like this your
mind is going to wander you will begin
to think about other things as soon as
you notice that your mind is thinking
about other things then simply let go of
those thoughts don't continue thinking
them even if you're in mid-sentence let
it go relax the tension and tightness
caused by those thoughts in your head in
your mind in your body and gently come
back to the feeling of loving kindness
and making a wish for your own happiness
it doesn't matter if your mind wanders
50 times during the sitting and 50 times
you see that let it go you relax you
come back to your meditation object that
is a good sitting a bad
would be noticing that you're thinking
about something and to continue thinking
not letting it go when you're sitting
you want to sit with your back
reasonably straight please don't move
your body at all don't wiggle your toes
don't wiggle your fingers don't scratch
don't rub don't change your posture
don't rock back and forth sit very still
while you're sitting like this there can
be some sensations that arise in your
body want to cough an itch heat
vibration a painful feeling as soon as
that arises your mind will be drawn to
it and then you start thinking about
that sensation I wish it would stop I
really don't like this feeling when it
happens I wish it would just go away
every thought like that makes the
feeling become bigger and more intense
so the first thing you do is let go of
the thought about the sensation and then
relax the tension or tightness in your
head in your mind next you will notice
that there is a tight mental fist
wrapped around that sensation you really
don't like that sensation there you
really want
go away the truth is when a sensation
arises it's there that's the truth it's
okay for that sensation to be there it
has to be ok because it's there any time
you try to fight with the truth any time
you try to control the truth any time
you try to make the truth be anything
other than it is it's the cause of
suffering allow that sensation to be
there make it ok for it to be there
relax gently come back to the feeling of
being happy making a wish for your own
happiness while you're doing this
meditation this is a smiling meditation
you want to put a smile in your mind a
little smile in your eyes even though
your eyes are closed a smile on your
lips a little one and the smile in your
heart whenever you notice that you're
not smiling then start again after
about 10 minutes then you start sending
loving and kind thoughts to a spiritual
friend a spiritual friend is someone of
the same sex and they are alive a
spiritual friend is someone that when
you think of them and their good
qualities you really like them and you
sincerely do wish them happiness you
make a wish for their happiness may they
be free from suffering may their minds
be uplifted their minds be peaceful and
calm may their minds be open and
accepting filled with happiness filled
with joy whatever wish you want to make
for your spiritual friend feel that wish
take your spiritual friend and put them
right in the middle of your heart and
give them a great big heart hug wish
your friend well feel that wish
take a real interest in your friend
really like them
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