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Context: Throughout this transcript, Bhante Vimalaramsi is the speaker unless otherwise indicated.
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so
here we are
so we're going to read from majim nikaya
22 allah got to allah
the simile of the snake
that's have i heard on one occasion the
blessed one was living at savathi in
jetta's grove ana dependicus park
now on that occasion a pernicious view
had arisen in a biku named arita
formerly of the vulture killers thus
as i understand the dhamma taught by the
blessed one
those things called obstructions by the
blessed one are not able to obstruct one
who engages in them
this is a deeply pernicious view
because what are obstructions
obstructions are hindrances
central pleasures
so what he's saying is
that
those things called obstructions
by the blessed one are not able to
obstruct one who engages in them
if you engage in a hindrance
does it continue to hinder your mind
if you engage in sensual pleasures
if you identify with them
doesn't it cause craving
doesn't it cause aversion
so his understanding
really is that
you know once you are a monastic once
you know the dharma
then even if you have to deal with
hindrances
even if you have to deal with sensual
pleasures in particular
they are not going to affect you if you
engage in them engage here is the
operative word
engage means to actually
interact with them to
interact with them with a sense of self
to interact with them
with craving or aversion or whatever it
might be
several bikus having heard about this
went to the biku arita and asked him
friend areta
is it true that such a pernicious view
has arisen in you
exactly so friends
as i understand the dhamma taught by the
blessed one
those things called obstructions by the
blessed one
are not able to obstruct one who engages
in them
then these beakers designed to detach
him from that pernicious view
pressed and questioned and cross
questioned him thus
friend arita do not say so do not
misrepresent the blessed one it is not
good to misrepresent the blessed one the
blessed one would not speak thus
for in many ways the blessed one has
stated how obstructive things are
obstructions
and how they are able to obstruct one
who engages in them
the blessed one has stated that sensual
pleasures provide little gratification
much suffering and despair
and that the danger in them is still
more
with the simile of the skeleton with the
simile of the piece of meat with the
simile of the grass torch with the
simile of the pit of coals
with the simile of the dream with the
simile of the borrowed goods with the
simile of fruits on a tree with the
simile of the butcher's knife and block
with the simile of the sword stake with
the simile of the snake's head the
blessed one has stated that sensual
pleasures provide little gratification
mud suffering and despair and that the
danger in them is still more
yet although pressed and questioned and
cross-questioned by those bikus in this
way
the biku arita formerly of the vulture
killers
still abstinently adhere to that
pernicious view
and continue to insist upon it
since the beakers were unable to detach
him from that pernicious view
they went to the blessed one and after
paying homage to him they sat down at
one side and told him all that had
occurred adding
venerable sir since we could not detach
the biku aretha
formerly of the vulture cares
from this pernicious view we have
reported this matter to the blessed one
then the blessed one addressed a certain
bikru thus
kambiku tell the bhikkhu arita formerly
of the vulture killers in my name that
the teacher calls him
yes
sir he replied and went to the bhikkhu
arita and told him
the teacher calls you friend areeta
yes friend he replied and he went to the
blessed one and after paying homage to
him sat down at one side the blessed one
then asked him arita is it true that the
following pernicious view has arisen in
you
as i understand
the dhamma taught by the blessed one
those things called obstructions by the
blessed one are not able to obstruct one
who engages in them
exactly so venerable sir as i understand
the dharma taught by the blessed one
those things called obstructions by the
blessed one are not able to obstruct one
who engages in them
so what does the blessed one say
misguided man
not good
to whom have you ever known me to teach
the dhamma in that way
misguided man have i not stated in many
ways
how obstructive things are obstructions
and how they are able to obstruct one
who engages in them
i have stated that sensual pleasures
provide little gratification
much suffering and despair
and that the danger in them is still
more
with the simile of the skeleton with the
simile of the piece of meat with the
simile of the grass torch with a simile
of the pit of coals with a simile of the
dream with the simile of the borrowed
goods with the simile of fruits on a
tree
with the simile of the butcher's knife
and block with the simile of the sword
stake with the simile of the snake's
head i have stated that central
pleasures provide little gratification
much suffering and despair and that the
danger in them is still more
but you get misguided man by your wrong
grasp have misrepresented us
injured yourself and stored up much
demerit for this will lead to your harm
and suffering for a long time
then the blessed one addressed the bikus
thus
bikus what do you think as the biku
arvita formerly of the vulture killers
kindle even a spark of wisdom in this
dhamma and discipline
how could he venerable sir
no venerable sin
when this was said biku arita formerly
of the vulture killer sat silent
dismayed with shoulders drooping and
head down
glum and without response
then knowing this the blessed one told
him
misguided man you will be recognized by
your pernicious view i shall question
the beakers on this matter
when the blessed one addressed the
because thus because do you understand
the dharma taught by me as this spiku
irita formerly of the vulture pillars
does
when by his wrong grasp he misrepresents
us
injures himself and stores up much to
merit
with a question like that you better say
no
no venerable sir for in many ways the
blessed one has stated how obstructive
things are obstructions
and how they are able to obstruct one
who engages in them
the blessed one has stated that central
pleasures provide little gratification
much despair much suffering and despair
and that the danger in them is still
more
with the simile of the skeleton and so
on the blessed one has stated
that the danger in them is still more
good because it is good that you
understand the dharma by me thus
for in many ways i have stated how
obstructive things are obstructive
and how they are able to obstruct one
who engages in them i have stated that
central pleasures provide little
gratification
much suffering and despair and that the
danger in them is still more
with the simile of the skeleton and so
on i have stated
that the danger in them is still more
but this biku arita formerly of the
vulture killers by his wrong grasp
misrepresents us
injures himself and stores up much
demerit for this will lead to his this
misguided man's harm and suffering for a
long time
because that one can engage in central
pleasures without sensual desires
without perceptions of sensual desire
without thoughts of sensual desire
that is impossible
so
here
the buddha is saying remember a couple
of days ago we talked about how the
buddha said it's not the central
pleasures themselves
that's the problem it's the lustful
intention
the craving
so the operative word here is engage
that one can engage in sensual pleasures
that one can
identify with them
without sensual desires
without perceptions of sensual desire
without thoughts of sensual desire that
is impossible
here because some misguided men learn
the dhamma discourses
stanzas expositions versus exclamations
sayings
birth stories marvels and answers to
questions but having learned the dharma
they do not examine the meaning of those
teachings with wisdom
not examining the meaning of those
teachings with wisdom they do not gain a
reflective acceptance of them
what does it mean
to examine and examine the meaning of
those teachings with wisdom
it means to apply the teachings it means
to actually do the teachings and see for
yourself if this works
and then once you see for yourself
confirm if your experiences match with
the suttas
when you first read the suttas without
any experience at all
you really do need a code breaker you
really need something because when you
start reading it there's so much there
there's so much dense information over
there
right
but there's no way for you to make sense
of it but once you actually have someone
who can guide you and someone who's
walked the path someone who can lead you
and say here are the signposts
here's what to do here's the suggestion
here's the advice here's the
recommendation and you follow that and
see for yourself and then walk the path
and then you go back to the sudos
you
recognize what the suthers are talking
about oh this is what they mean by the
first genre this is what they mean by
craving this is what they mean by
dependent origination this is what they
mean by
clinging this is what they mean by
contact and feeling and perception and
so on
so instead of that they learn the dhamma
only for the sake of criticizing others
and for winning in debates and they do
not experience the good for the sake of
which they learn the dhamma
those teachings being wrongly grasped by
them
conduce to their harm and suffering for
a long time
why is that because of the wrong grasp
of those teachings
so they learn the dhamma that is to say
they learn it at face value
my teacher told me this and so i'm going
to just repeat what my teacher told me
not really actually do it or
look at what they're saying and actually
try to apply it
so the does say so and so so i've heard
so i will just take that at face value
instead of actually doing it and then
what happens
you become a dhamma defender you start
to
see if other people are criticizing your
dharma quote unquote your dharma
and then you start to get offended by it
and you start to criticize them and then
you go into debates and arguments
no this dhamma is right that dominant is
wrong what you're saying is wrong you're
stupid i'm right and all of these other
things happen and what does that lead to
that leads to further aversion that
leads to clinging that leads to
mental proliferation that leads to
quarrels
sometimes even violence this is the
state of the world that we live in
for the last
how many every fields
suppose a man needing a snake seeking a
snake
wandering in search of a snake
i wonder when you would need a snake
but anyway
saw a large snake and grasped it grasped
its coils or its tails
it would turn back on him and bite his
hand or his arm or one of his limbs
and because of that he would come to
death or deadly suffering
why is that because of his wrong grasp
of the snake
so too here some misguided men learn the
dharma
and because of the wrong grasp of those
teachings they suffer
here because some clansmen learn the
dhamma and having learned the dharma
they examine they examine the meaning of
those teachings with wisdom
when he says wisdom what does that mean
wisdom is the product of samadhi
sila
samadhi
which means here is somebody who has
actually walked the path here is
somebody who has actually followed the
precepts
somebody who's actually done right for
you right intention right speech right
action right livelihood who's applied
right effort understood right
mindfulness and had light collectedness
leading to samadhi
which then leads to insight and wisdom
examining the meaning of those teachings
with wisdom they gain a reflective
acceptance of them they do not learn the
dhamma for the sake of criticizing
others and for winning in debates
and they experience the good for the
sake of which they learn the dhamma
those teachings being rightly grasped by
them conduce their welfare and happiness
for a long time
why is that
because of the right grasp of those
teachings
suppose a man needing a snake seeking a
snake wandering in search of a snake
saw a large snake and caught it rightly
with a cleft stick
and having done so grasp it rightly by
the neck
then although the snake might wrap its
coils round his hand
or his arm or his limbs still he would
not come to death with deadly suffering
because of that
why is that because of his right grasp
of the snake
so too
here some classmen learn the dharma
because of their right grasp of those
teachings
therefore because
when you understand the meaning of my
statements
remember it accordingly
and when you do not understand the
meaning of my statements then ask your
ask either me about it or those because
who are wise
ask those who have walked the path
if you have some doubts if you have some
clarifications required
ask as many questions as you can
right
obviously it's still limited to three
that's a pretty serious indictment of
misinterpretation
yes right
you're gonna die
right
well
looking at the wrong view of the
teachings you could say that he's
talking about concentration
and what happened before and how
dangerous it can be yeah
yeah
it can lead to a lot of suffering it can
lead to psychosis in some cases it can
lead to a lot of
you know
very painful processes
and then ultimately having wrong view
where does that take you
suffer it takes you to suffer homeless
yes that whole mass of suffering
because i shall show you how the dharma
is similar to a raft being for the
purpose of crossing over
not for the purpose of grasping
listen and attend closely to what i
shall say
yes venerable sir the beakers replied
the blessed one said this
because suppose a man in the course of a
journey saw a great expanse of water
whose near shore was dangerous and
fearful and whose further shore was safe
and free from fear
but there was no ferry boat or bridge
for going to the far shore
then he thought
there is this great expanse of water
whose near shore is dangerous and
fearful and whose further shore is safe
and free from fear
but there is no fairy boat or bridge for
going to the far shore
suppose i collect grass twigs branches
and leaves and bind them together into a
raft and supported by the raft and
making an effort with my hands and feet
i got safely across to the far shore
and then the man collected grass twigs
branches and leaves and bound them
together into a raft and supported by
the raft and making an effort with his
hands and feet he got safely across to
the far shore
then when he had got across and had
arrived at the far shore he might think
thus
this wrath has been very helpful to me
since supported by it and making an
effort with my hands and feet i got
safely across to the far shore
suppose i were to hoist it on my head or
load it on my shoulder and then go
wherever i want
now because what do you think by doing
so would that man be doing what should
be done with that raft
no venerable sir
by doing what would that man be doing
what should be done with that round
here because when that man got across
and had arrived by at the far shore he
might think thus
this raft has been very helpful to me
since supported by it and making an
effort with my hands and feet i got
safely across to the far shore
suppose i were to haul it onto the dry
land or set it adrift in the water and
then go wherever i wanted
now because it is by doing so that the
man would be doing what should be done
with that raft
so i have shown you how the dhamma is
similar to a raft
being for the purpose of crossing over
not for the purpose of grasping
because when you know the dharma to be
similar to a raft you should abandon
even the teachings
how much more so things
contrary to the teachings
how could the buddha say that
you should abandon the teachings
is he saying that or is he saying
abandon your
attachment
to abandon the clinging to the doubt
you follow the eightfold path you
utilize the eightfold path
you use it as a raft to get to the far
shore
to experience
and realize here and now nibana
the end of
suffering but once you experience the
end of suffering you use you have to use
the path until you come to a point
where all craving has gone
all conceit has gone
all wrong views have gone all ignorance
is gone
what's that what does that mean what
that means that the mind now is fully
liberated
that fully liberated mind automatically
by default follows the eightfold path
without second thoughts just
automatically
that mind has right view right intention
speaks with right speech
acts with right action
has right livelihood
is effortless in the right effort
is mindful all the time and is collected
whenever they want meaning can go into
any genre into cessation whatever it
might be
but do they grasp onto that with pride
do they say i have achieved this
and therefore this is the right way
and you should practice it too
because this is the only way out
sure it might be all of those things
sure it is all of those things but what
uses it to use the dharma in that way
so you abandon the clinging to the
dhamma abandon the pride of the dhamma
abandon
the attachment to the time
so it's not like you abandon the
eightfold path
you're always using it until it becomes
your nature
because there are these things these six
standpoints for views what are the six
here because an untaught ordinary this
uh person
who has no regard for noble ones and is
unskilled and undisciplined in their
dhamma
who has no regard for true men and is
unskilled and undisciplined in their
tama regards material form thus
this is mine this i am this is myself
he regards feeling thus
this is mine this i am this is myself
he regards perception thus
this is mine this i am this is myself
he regards formations thus this is mine
this i am this is myself
he regards what is seen heard sensed
cognized encountered sought mentally
pondered thus
this is my this i am
this is myself
and this standpoint for views namely
that which is the self is the world
after death
i shall be permanent everlasting
eternal not subject to change
i shall endure as long as eternity
this too he regards thus
this is mine this i am this is myself
so here there is someone
who considers these five aggregates or
one of these five aggregates as this is
mine this i am this is myself another
wednesday in other words they take them
personally
they identify with the five aggregates
and then there is a view
which says
that which is the self is the world
this is the atman brahman idea
the non-dual idea
the idea that there is here a soul
and there is out there in existence
and the soul and the universe the soul
and existence
are one and the same
and the universe is infinite and so am i
ultimately being the self
athman the self
brahman the substratum of the universe
which is all-pervading
source of happiness which is there for
eternity
this is the view that they have
but in having that view they think that
after death
i shall be permanent everlasting eternal
not subject to change
and they take that view as mine as i am
as myself
so whenever they do this they equate one
or more of the five aggregates as some
kind of
eternal
soul
as some kind of eternal spirit or some
kind of eternal identity
and because of that they have
wrong view
because
the understanding is
all five aggregates are impermanent
and that which is impermanent
is liable to cause suffering
and therefore it can't be considered as
me mine or myself
because a well-taught noble disciple
who has regard for noble ones and is
skilled and disciplined in their dharma
who has regard for true men
and is skilled and disciplined in their
dhamma regards material form thus
this is not mine this i am not this is
not myself
he regards feeling thus
this is not mine this i am not this is
not myself
he regards perception thus
this is not mine this i am not this is
not myself
he regards formations thus this is not
mine this i am not
this is not myself he regards what is
seen
heard sensed
cognized encountered
mentally pondered thus
this is not mine
this i am not this is not myself
and this standpoint for views namely
that which is the self is the world
after death i shall be impermanent
everlasting eternal not subject to
change i shall endure as long as
eternity
this too he regards thus this is not
mine this i am not this is not
myself
since he regards him thus he is not
agitated about what is non-existent
so he doesn't even have that view that
that which is the self is the world
after death i shall be permanent
everlasting eternal not subject to
change i shall endure as long as
eternity
so
he doesn't regard any of the five
aggregates itself and he doesn't regard
even this view nor does he identify with
any of you ultimately
and because of that
since he regards them thus he is not
agitated about what is non-existent
in other words that which is considered
self
you can't really pinpoint
because that is all impermanent
everything that is conditioned is
impermanent
and is a liable to cause suffering and
therefore cannot be considered self
so how can you have agitation about that
only when you identify as self and think
that the self is existent is there
something to be agitated about
but if it doesn't exist
if it's non-existent
why worry why have anxiety about that
when you truly see this
when you truly see that there is
no permanent
self
and you understand it
as it is right here and now
through the five aggregates when you
understand and let go of the clinging to
the five aggregates
then you won't have any restlessness at
all arise
because the five
higher feathers that are still present
that is the restlessness
the conceit
the craving for genre craving for
formless realms
and the ignorance these are the five
higher feathers
that prevent you from
crossing all the way
into our hardship
the restlessness the craving for genre
and the creating for formless
attainments
these three are dependent upon conceit
and conceit
arises whenever there is an
identification
with the five aggregates
when you let go of the conceit
everything else falls like a house of
cards
when you let go of the identification
will restlessness arise
what is there to be restless about
when you let go of conceit who is it
that wants jonah who is it that wants
the formless attainments
that idea completely goes away so
there's no more craving for that
there's no more craving for existence or
non-existence
and of course when when ignorance is
gone one knows completely the four noble
truths
so once you know that completely then
ignorance is gone you see
the link's independent origination
clearly
you understand them clearly you
understand the impersonal nature of all
things
you see for yourself how the vulnerable
truths are there present in every moment
when this was said a certain beak who
asked the blessed one
venerable sir can there be agitation
about what is non-existent
externally
there can be beku the blessed one said
here become someone thinks thus alas i
had it
alas i have it no longer alas may i have
it
alas i do not get it
then he sorrows grieves and laments he
weeps beating his breast and becomes
distraught
that is how there is agitation
about what is non-existent
externally
so what what is he talking about when he
says what is non-existent externally
everything you see around you everything
you're experiencing around you
is experienced through the sixth sense
basis
so the idea is that the world itself
that you experience
subjectively is created
by the sixth sense basis
you can't say that this is the color
purple now i can say this is the color
red and you might also say that this is
the color red
right
but
you're seeing it red because of the way
your eyes perceive them in other words
through the retina through the different
cones and so on in the eyes
you're only picking up certain
frequencies
so you only hear a certain bandwidth of
sound
so your experience of this world how
it's being received it's all vibrations
right
molecular vibrations vibrations in the
atmosphere
and so on and so forth and all of that
is being interpreted in the mind
and then the mind creates this image
this mind creates the experience for you
so what are you actually grasping at
what are you actually craving for what
do you actually have an aversion towards
everything is made up of form right this
whole universe is made up of form what
is form
it's the earth element
it's made up of the earth element the
water element the air element the fire
element
so
all of that is basically just molecules
in different states of matter
but the interpretation of your mind
causes you to say i like the color red
or i like the color blue but i hate the
color red
i like chocolate cake but i hate
cheesecake
i like goat chocolate cake and
cheesecake
but
you know these preferences that you have
they're created by what
they created by
you identifying with certain kinds of
molecular vibrations that's it
i like this taste because of the
molecules that hit my tongue these
particular molecules i like those
particular molecules i don't know
so when you start to see it in this way
how can we take anything personal
how could you be agitated about them
venerable sir can there be no agitation
about what is non-existent externally
there can be beku
the blessed one said here because
someone does not think thus
alas i had it alas i have it no longer
alas may i have it alas i do not get it
then he does not sorrow grieve and
lament he does not weep beating his
breast and become distraught
that is how there is no agitation about
what is non-existent externally
can there be
agitation about what is non-existent
internally
there can be beku the blessed one said
here because someone has the view
that that which is the self is the world
after death i shall be permanent
everlasting eternal not subject to
change i shall endure as long as
eternity
he
or a hears
of the tagatha teaching the dhamma for
the elimination of all standpoints
decisions obsessions adherences and
underlying tendencies for distilling of
all formations for the relinquishing of
all attachments for the destruction of
craving for dispassion
for cessation for nirvana
now listen carefully
so here is somebody
who has this view
of the self
that this is me this is mine this is
myself that i shall endure forever this
is the person that has this view
then they are
introduced to the dhamma
and the dhamma which is
for the elimination of all standpoints
decisions obsessions adherences and
underlying tendencies the elimination of
attachment to all views
categorically
all decisions
no identification with any of that
for the stilling of all formations
for the relinquishing of all attachments
for the destruction of craving for
dispassion for cessation for nibana so
this dawah
is for the cessation of suffering
understanding what is suffering
and letting it go through wisdom
that wisdom that arises
shows you that everything is impersonal
but somebody with the view that i have a
self
or i am a self that will endure forever
will think thus
so i shall be annihilated so i shall
perish so i shall be no more
then he sorrows grieves and laments he
weeps beating his breast and becomes
distraught
this is how there is agitation about
what is non-existent
internally
so somebody who's introduced for the to
the dhamma for the first time with the
idea of some permanent soul
they have an immediate resistance when
they hear oh
this is not self this is not you this is
not you so they're like
that means then i'll be annihilated and
the reason why they think that this is
annihilationism is because they still
presuppose somewhere intrinsically
that there is a self
even on an intellectual level they still
think that there is a self
but once you understand that everything
is impersonal
then there's no agitation about it
then you've let go of that view of the
self
you've let go of the view of a personal
self having let go of it you experience
peace
you don't have agitation about it
because now you understand as it
actually is what is form what is feeling
what is perception what are formations
what is consciousness
you understand it all to be impersonal
you understand the sixth sense basis to
be impersonal
you understand the experiences of the
sixth sense basis to be personal
impersonal you understand contact to be
impersonal so when you see all this as
in person
how could you get agitated
if you have truly let go of that view
you would not be agitated and you
wouldn't have this idea
that i will be annihilated
because you realize that there was no
you to begin with
it's all a series of impersonal
causes and conditions
venerable sir can there be no agitation
about what is non-existent internally
there can be beku the blessed one said
here be who someone does not have the
view that which is the self is the world
i shall endure as long as eternity so
they don't have that view they don't
hold them
then they hear that
or a disciple of the tata teaching the
dhamma for the elimination
of all standpoints decisions obsessions
adherences and underlying tendencies for
distilling of all formations for the
relinquishing of all attachments for the
destruction of craven for dispassion for
cessation for nibana
therefore he does not think thus
so i shall be annihilated so i shall
perish
so i shall be no more
then he does not sorrow grieve and
lament he does not weep beating his
breast and become distraught that is how
there is no agitation about what is
non-consistent internally
because perhaps you may well acquire
that possession that is permanent
everlasting eternal not subject to
change and that might endure as long as
eternity
but do you see any such possession
beaches
no venerable sir
good because i too do not see any
possession that is permanent everlasting
eternal
not subject to change and that might
endure as long as eternity
because
perhaps you may well cling to that
doctrine of self that would not arouse
sorrow lamentation pain grief and
despair in one who clings to it
but do you see any such doctrine of self
because
no venerable sin
good because i too do not see any
doctrine of self that would not arouse
sorrow lamentation
pain
grief and despair
in one who clings to it
because perhaps you may well take as
they support that view
that would not arouse sorrow lamentation
pain grief and despair in one who takes
it as a support
but do you see any such support of views
because
no venerable sir good because i too do
not see any support of views that would
not arouse sorrow lamentation pain grief
and despair in one who takes it as
support
that includes right view as well that
includes the dhamma as well
so in the first case the buddha is
asking
do you possess
something that would be
permanent eternal everlasting not
subject to change that might endure as
long as eternity
the beak whose having seen for
themselves all that is not self
know that there is nothing that can be
possessed
which can be considered to be permanent
which can be considered to be
everlasting
which can endure as long as eternity
in the second case
the buddha is asking
you might cling to a doctrine yourself
perhaps there might be a doctrine of
self
that would not arouse sorrow lamentation
pain grief and despair in one who clings
to it
but the big say there is no such view
possible because they are seen for
themselves
taking any kind of view
and attaching
to it clinging to it what does that mean
you're defending that view
i am a self i exist as a self this is me
this is mine this is myself
defending in that way being attached to
it what happens
you have anger you have frustration you
have irritation
you have this whole mass of suffering
that arises
so in the same way
the buddha asks
you might have
take it you might well take
a support that view or as a support that
view that would not arouse sorrow
lamentation pain grief and despair
and the beakers say no
they don't
so he says i too do not see any
supportive views that would not arouse
sorrow lamentation pain grief and
despair in one who takes it as support
because there being a self would there
be for me what belongs to a self
because they're being a self but
therefore me
would there be for me what belongs to a
self
yes venerable
or there being what belongs to a self
would there be for me a self
yes verbal sir
because since a self and what belongs to
herself
are not apprehended as true and
established
then this standpoint for views namely
that which is the self is the world
after death i shall be permanent
everlasting eternal not subject to
change i shall endure as long as
eternity
would it not be an utterly and
completely foolish teaching
what else could it be venerable sir but
an utterly and completely foolish
teaching
so here are the buddha saying okay if
there is a self
right there is a self let's say
would there be for me what belongs to a
self
yes there would be something that
belongs to herself so if there is a self
there would be something that belongs to
that self
that is
whatever it might be that the self
possesses
and then there being what belongs to a
self
would there be for me a self in other
words if there is something there
that presupposes that a self possesses
it then it also presupposes that there
is a self
so the idea is a lot of people
might think
that the form is self
or the form is possessed of self
or feeling itself or feeling is
possessed of self
that perception is self or perception is
possessed of self that formations are
self formations are me or i possess
formations
consciousness is me or i possess
consciousness
so there is some kind of self intrinsic
self that people may believe in and they
take one or more of these five
aggregates one way or the other that
they belong to me or that they are me or
i am in them or i am separate from them
so the buddha says if you have such a
doctrine how do you
let go of them
so he goes to this he says bikus what do
you think
is material form permanent or
impermanent
what do you think
impermanent
is what is impermanent suffering or
happiness
suffering
is what is impermanent suffering and
subject to change fit to be regarded
thus this is mine this i am this is
myself
no
because what do you think is feeling
permanent or impermanent
impermanent
is what is impermanent suffering or
happiness
suffering
is what is impermanent suffering and
subject to change fit to be regarded
thus this is mine this i am this is
myself
no
because what do you think is perception
permanent or impermanent
is what is impermanent suffering or
happiness
of suffering
is what is impermanent suffering and
subject to change fit to be regarded
thus
this is mine
this i am this is
no
because what do you think
are formations permanent or impermanent
impermanent
is what is impermanent suffering or
happiness
suffering
is what is impermanent suffering and
subject to change fit to be regarded
thus this is mind this i am this is
myself
no
what do you think is consciousness
permanent or impermanent
impermanent
is what is impermanent suffering or
happiness
is what is impermanent suffering and
subject to change fit to be regarded
thus
this is mine this i am this is myself
no
therefore because any kind of material
form whatever whether past
future or present
internal or external gross or subtle
inferior or superior far or near
all material form should be seen as it
actually is with proper wisdom thus
this is not mine this i am not this is
not myself
any kind of feeling whatever whether
past future or present
internal or external grass or subtle
inferior or superior far or near near
all feeling
should be seen as it actually is with
proper wisdom thus
this is not mine this i am not this is
not myself
any kind of perception
whatever
whether past future or present
internal or external gross or subtle
inferior or superior far or near
all perception should be seen as it
actually is with proper wisdom thus
this is not mine this i am not this is
not myself
any kind of formations whatever whether
past future or present
internal or external gross or subtle
inferior or superior far or near
all formations should be seen as they
actually are with proper wisdom thus
this is not mine this i am not this is
not myself
any kind of consciousness whatsoever
whether past future or present
internal or external grass or subtle
inferior or superior far or near
all consciousness should be seen as it
actually is with proper wisdom thus
this is not mine this i am not this is
not myself
seeing thus because
a well-taught noble disciple
becomes disenchanted with material form
disenchanted with feeling
disenchanted with perception
disenchanted with formations
disenchanted with consciousness
does this sound familiar what happens
when you see the arising and passing
away of consciousnesses
you see they are impermanent they become
tiresome so you see them as dukka
therefore you see them as impersonal
there's no control of them
what happens you experience equanimity
with nothingness
as you get deeper and deeper that
equanimity changes into
this enchantment
you become disenchanted with all arising
and passing away of formations
of consciousness of feeling of
perception
being disenchanted he becomes
dispassioned
remember dispassionate is that
attitude that that tough mind that
nothing sticks
it just glides on through
it comes from the word varagya which
means to be detached
no longer seeing this as me mine or
myself no longer seeing it as
you know something i have to
engage in
completely disengaged from formations
disengaged from consciousness things
disengaged from feeling disengaged from
perception disengaged from form
through this passion through that
attitude
his mind is liberated
when it is liberated there comes the
knowledge it is liberated so
that dispassion leads to cessation leads
to the experience of nirvana
having seen that one comes one knows
that the mind is liberated and then one
understands birth is destroyed the holy
life has been lived what had to be done
has been done
there is no more coming to any state of
being
because
such a biku one who understands this and
sees it
is called one whose crossbar has been
lifted whose trench has been filled in
whose pillar has been uprooted
one who has no bolt
bolt
a noble one whose banner is lowered
whose burden is lord who is unfettered
destroyed all of the feathers
and how is the behoo
one whose crossbar has been lifted
here the biku has abandoned ignorance
has cut it off at the root
made it like a palm stone done away with
it so that it is no longer subject to
future arising
so in other words that biku that person
not one
who has attained to our hardship has let
go completely of ignorance abandoned it
because they have completely understood
right view
they have attained to the super mundane
right view of the four noble truths
this is how the beku who is one whose
crossbar has been lifted
and how is the beaker one whose trench
has been filled in
here the biku has abandoned the round of
birds that brings renewed be renewed
being has cut it off at the root
so that it is no longer subject to
future arising
in other words that biku that one who
has attained to our hardship has
abandoned the possibility of further
rebirth
because there is no more becoming
no more identification
no more concretizing of a sense of self
and power
no more habitual emotional reactions
no more clinging
that is how the beku is one whose trench
has been filled in
and how is the bq1 whose pillar has been
uprooted
here the biku has abandoned craving has
cut it off at the root
so that it is no longer subject to
future arising
so what is he abandoned he has abandoned
craving craving already his abandonment
for sensual experiences
but he's also create abandoned the
craving for existence and the craving
for non-existence
this is how the biku is one who has boat
or rather whose pillar has been uprooted
and how is the bee crew one who has no
boat
here the beagle has abandoned the five
lower fetters has cut them off at the
root
so that they are no longer subject to
future arising that is how the beku is
one who has no bold
in other words he has let go already of
the first five fetters he no longer has
belief in personal self
he no longer has doubt in the buddha in
sangha
he no longer has any clinging to rights
and rituals with the idea that they will
take him to nibada
he no longer has any sensual craving he
no longer has an aversion
and how is the big
noble one
who whose banner is lowered whose burden
is lord who is unfettered
here the biku has abandoned the conceit
i am
has cut it off at the root so that it is
no longer subject to future arising
remember what i
said that conceit that fetter of conceit
gives rise to restlessness gives rise to
anxiety gives rise to agitation
gives rise to craving for existence in a
form realm or formless
when that conceit of i am is gone
that conceit of identifying with any of
the five aggregates is gone then there
is no mental agitation restlessness goes
away there is no craving for further
existence that goes away no craving for
jhana no craving for formless
attainments and already ignorance is
gone
and so that is how the biku is a noble
one whose banner is lowered whose burden
is lord who is unfettered
because when the gods with indra indra
is also saka it's another name for
with brahma and with pachapati pajapati
here is actually
seek a biku who is thus liberated in
mind they do not find anything of which
they could say
the consciousness of one thus gone
is supported by this
why is that
one thus gone i say is unfazable
here and now
the mind of the arahat is empty of
craving
it is a mind without craving
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but without that craving without that
conceit without that ignorance without
any of that how could that mind be
traced
that mind is completely void of these
things
that mind is signless
sinus in that it has no objects
of craving it has no objects of hatred
it has no objects of delusion
it is void it is empty it is signless
it has nothing there because there's
nothing there to measure it by it is
immeasurable for that reason
there is no conceit there is no mana
there is no measuring
so how could you trace how could you
it's like a free burp that night
there's no way you can grasp at that
mind
to try to read into the mind of an
arahat
all you can see is that it's just free
there's nothing there
just empty
so the devas the brahmanas
they can't do anything
they can't
scope out that brain or the mind of the
arahat
because there's nothing there to
identify with
so one thus gone that's another
word for the titan that's what the
target means one thus gone or one come
forth
but one thus gone meaning one who has
attained full niban one who has attained
full awakening
there is no way to trace that
consciousness
it is known as
non-reflective consciousness
that consciousness doesn't reflect unto
anything
the mind of the arahat is completely
free of the notion of i mean or me or
mine
although they might use the words i me
or mine just as a way of transacting
with the world
the mind of our heart will still have
feeling we'll still have perceptions
we'll still have intention
we'll still have consciousness we'll
still experience contact obviously
but it will not reflect anything
it just arises
there is no hue there there is no you in
between there is no you here or there in
between
it's just all processes have
completely unestablished
so saying
so proclaiming
i have been basisly vainly falsely and
wrongly misrepresented by some recluses
and brahmanas thus
the reckless gautama is one who leads
astray
he teaches the annihilation the
destruction the extermination of an
existing being
the reason why they say that he teaches
annihilationism is because they assume
that there is a being
that goes back to that same question
isn't arahat a being or a non-being
if you say that he is a being then
you're saying that there is someone
there that there is something to
define that being by but if you say he
is a non-being then that means that he
was a being at one time he's no longer a
being
but the arahat was never not being nor a
being
the arahat completely understands
that there was no self to begin with
once they understand the completely
impersonal nature of all things
conditioned and unconditionally because
nirvana also is impersonal
there's nothing to grasp
and there's nothing to grasp that in the
mind of that
so how could you say that it is the
extermination of an existing being once
you realize this
as i am not as i do not proclaim so have
i been baselessly vainly falsely
and wrongly misrepresented
thus
by some recluses and brahmanas the
reckless gautama is one who leads astray
he teaches the annihilation the
destruction the extermination of an
existing being
because both formerly
and not
what i teach
is suffering and the cessation of
suffering
if others abuse revile scold and harass
the tagalog for that
that the tagat on that account feels no
annoyance
bitterness or dejection of the heart
and if others honor respect revere and
venerate the tagath for that the tata on
that account feels no delight joy or
elation of the heart if others honor
respect revere and venerated the target
for that
that the god on that account thinks thus
they perform such services as these for
me in regard to this which earlier was
fully understood
they performed such services as these
for me in regard to this which earlier
was fully understood
so in other words when they do honor
when they do respect when they revere
when they venerate they buddha or in our
heart
in the mind of such a being
being quote unquote
there arises the thought that they're
doing this because they fully understand
or they have some appreciation for the
dhamma they have some appreciation for
noble ones
that's it
so they'll just say
therefore because if others abuse revile
scold and harass you
on that account you should not enter
entertain any annoyance
bitterness or dejection of the heart
and if others honor respect revere and
venerate you on that account
you should not entertain any delight joy
relation of the heart
if others honor respect revere and
venerate you on that account you should
think thus
they perform such services as these for
us in regard to this which earlier was
fully understood
therefore because whatever is not yours
abandon it
his form yours his feelings his
perception yours his formation in yours
is
consciousness once you actually see it
as it actually is just let it go
let go of all identification with it
when you have abandoned it
that will lead to your welfare and
happiness for a long time
what is it that is not yours
material form is not yours abandon it
when you have abandoned it that will
lead to your welfare and happiness for a
long time
feeling is not yours abandon it
when you have abandoned it
that will lead to your welfare and
happiness for a long time
perception is not yours abandon it
when you have abandoned it that will
lead to your welfare and happiness for a
long time
formations are not yours abandon them
when you have abandoned them that will
lead to your welfare and happiness for a
long time
consciousness is not yours abandon it
when you have abandoned it that will
lead to your welfare and happiness for a
long time
because what do you think if people
carried off the grass sticks branches
and leaves in this jetta grove or burned
them or did what they liked with them
would you think
people are carrying us off or burning us
or doing what they like with us
no venerable sir why not
because that is neither our self nor
what belongs to ourselves
so too because whatever is not yours
abandon it
when you have abandoned it that will
lead to your welfare and happiness for a
long time
that is how you should see
the five aggregates
just
impersonal
processes
somebody pokes you
abandon that right it's just an
experience it's just a feeling
impersonal feeling somebody says
something about your form
abandon it
it's just an impersonal feeling
when you have a perception
what do you do do you grasp at it
and say i want it or this is going to
make me feel good
or just abandon me and just have
happiness right there and then
treat the five aggregates see the five
aggregates
as what the buddha just said as just
grass as sticks as branches and leaves
anything happens impersonally i mean
anything that happens
pleasant or unpleasant should be seen as
impersonal
anything that happens that is neutral
should be seen as impersonal
the experience you have in jhana
abandon it
right abandonment meaning don't take it
personally
the good feelings that you experience
with loving kindness the good feelings
you experience with compassion
the joy the equality
don't abandon that abandon the
attachment to it
so those feelings are seen as one
impersonal
don't say this is my loving kindness
this is just loving kindness
it arises and arises it goes away it
goes away
this is the joy that arises in jhana
is it my joy or is it just joy that
arose
abandonment
abandon the first chiang abandoned the
second gen abandoned the third giant
abandon the fortune abandon infinite
space
abandon infinite consciousness abandoned
nothingness abandoned neither perception
non-perception
and what happens
cessation of perception feeling and
consciousness
everything that arises in the mind is
not yours it's not you
abandoned let it go
and then you will experience cessation
because the dharma well proclaimed by me
thus is clear open evident and free of
patchwork in the dharma well proclaimed
by me thus which is clear open evident
and free of patchwork there is no future
around for manifestations in the case of
those who are arahats with taints
destroyed who have lived the holy life
done what had to be done lay down the
burden reached their own goal destroyed
the fetters of being and are completely
liberated through final knowledge
because
the dhamma well proclaimed by me thus is
clear free of patchwork
in the dharma well proclaimed by me thus
which is clear free of patchwork those
speakers who have abandoned the five
lower feathers are all due to reappear
spontaneously in the pure abodes and
there attained final nirvana without
ever returning
from that world
because the dhamma well proclaimed by me
thus is clear free of patchwork
in the dharma well proclaimed by me thus
which is clear free of patchwork
those beakers who have abandoned three
fetters and in and to attenuated
lust
hatred and delusion are all once
returners returning once to this world
to make an end of suffering
because the dharma well proclaimed by me
thus is clear
free of patchwork
in the dhamma well proclaimed by me thus
which is clear free of patchwork those
beakers who have abandoned three fetters
are all stream enterers no longer
subject to perdition
bound for
liberation and headed for enlightenment
because the dharma well proclaimed by me
thus is clear
free of patchwork in the dhamma well
proclaimed by me thus which is clear
free of patchwork there arise who are
dharma followers or faith followers
these are sodapanas with path
are all headed for enlightenment
because the dhamma well proclaimed by me
thus is clear
open evident free of patchwork
in the dhamma well proclaimed by me thus
which is clear open evident and free of
patchwork
those who have sufficient faith
in me sufficient love for me are all
headed for heaven
in other words those who have let go of
just even doubt
who just practiced the dharma out of
confidence in the buddha dharma and
sangha
already are attaining towards right view
attaining towards having the right
priest attaining towards keeping the
precepts
having generosity and so on and that
leads them to a higher state in
a devaloka
that is what the blessed one said the
bikus were satisfied and delighted in
the blessed one's words
questions
wow you guys are really delighted your
instructions were free of patchwork
thank you
yeah
uh can you explain uh
the likes three through like five from
consciousness to six four days
yeah
so consciousness there is basically the
six-fold consciousness that is the eye
consciousness the urinal consciousness
the nose consciousness
the tongue consciousness the body
consciousness and mind consciousness
that's one understanding so
consciousness also
gives rise to nama rupa or mentality
materiality
that means that mentality materiality
depends upon consciousness for it to be
experienced
and consciousness cannot be experienced
without mentality material
so for consciousness to continue it
needs mentality materiality and for
mentality materiality to be experienced
that requires consciousness
mentality is made up of five things
it's made up of contact feeling
perception intention and attention
so that means it gives rise to the
potential for contact here's rise for
the potential of feeling gives rise for
the potential of perception
gives rise to intention caitanya which
is the inclination of the mind towards
something wholesome or unwholesome
and attention that is the attention
moves from one thing to the other and so
so does consciousness
attention is what drives forward the
consciousness
intention is what drives forward the
formations
then there is form materiality which is
made up of the four great
uh elements
that is earth water fire and air
in other words the different states of
matter make up this form this body that
we see here
it's made up of the different elements
in order for mentality to be able to be
functioning it requires
the materiality
that is to say it requires the brain
which is all of this stuff that's there
through that you experience the factors
of mentality that is
the contact the feeling the perception
the intention and the attention
so in order for you to know that there
is a materiality you need a mentality
but in order for mentality to
actually work it needs to have
materiality so there is that
interdependency there as well
housed within this mentality materiality
are the sixth sense spaces
so that is the eye the ears the nose the
tongue the body and the mind
i see so so
materiality is dependent on
consciousness and
vice versa so that there's like a cycle
there right yes so is there like uh
which one came first or
how does that work
that's a chicken and egg chicken right
here
i see it
because the thing is consciousness
continues to rise and pass away in every
moment
so it continues to give vitality to the
materiality
so you could say the struck one starting
point
in one life is just at the birth of that
new nama rupa so there's consciousness
that descends in that mentality
materiality and then that starts the
process but it's not the same
consciousness that departs that body
it's a consciousness that continues to
change continues to arise and passively
i see that makes sense
and so i guess kind of a follow-up
question of that is so if an infinite
consciousness
could you like describe what the
like the signpost there is
or like what do you see there
so generally in infinite consciousness
what you see is the arising and passing
away of eye consciousness or your
consciousness or nose consciousness or
tongue consciousness or body
consciousness mind consciousness
so the way you would see eye
consciousness could be in
multiple different ways in other words
you can you can notice flickering
behind your eyelids you could notice
like concentric circles suddenly you
know coming into being you can notice
little things dots things like that
coming and going coming and going uh
with the your consciousness you can
notice flickering happening like
clicking you know snapping going on
or actually you might even notice when
you like some people can experience
infinite consciousness
while their eyes open and while they're
walking
so the world around them is like slowed
down and they see the frames of reality
like when you slow down a film reel you
start to see the individual frames
so it's like you're under strobe lights
you know and you just see like movements
like that jerky movements
and then sometimes people can hear the
sound and then they hear every other
sound
like there's a blank there because
they're seeing they're rising and
passing away sound the arising passenger
of your consciousness
some people experience nose
consciousness through phantom smells in
their meditation
or they'll experience phantom tastes in
the tongue
or they'll experience electricity in the
tongue and likewise in the body they'll
experience tingling or vibrations all
throughout the body
or they'll experience some kind of heat
and cold in the body
and then with the mind they start to see
their thoughts the stream of thoughts
and they start to see the gaps
in between the thoughts
so these are some ways
that they can be experienced
so i guess my question there is
so you know so the eye consciousness
flickering for example um so you know
that at uh
contact and feeling right you see like
those moving so i guess how do you know
that
that's the consciousness link that's
arising and passing away and not just
feeling arising and messing with it
well you're feeling it
you're experiencing it yeah
that's the thing when there is
consciousness there is also feeling and
perception tied to it
so you can't like
is it you can't know like for sure and
pinpoint oh like this is the
consciousness link like a rising
investment rate
well where there is the consciousness
link
that is to say the arising and passing
way of eye consciousness there is high
feeling there as well and eye perception
there
so because you see that feeling is
rising passing away and because feelings
dependent on consciousness
like through that inference you can say
that consciousness must be arising and
passing away
yes
but feeling is dependent upon contact
and in contact there is the eye
consciousness
so i guess if if you say that so if
we're saying that consciousness is the
beer like cognition right
so i guess
okay yeah i guess that makes sense yeah
thank you
other questions
yes
he was not talking when he was saying
that his word was clear
like that
a lot of people say that
in
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all of these
practically gotama had
2600 years anticipation
on system dynamics and emergence over
phenomena etc that science has
discovered just 50 years ago
now
by the point of view of a
system
dynamics
if we say that
suffering
is dependent on all of those 12 things
you just need to take one out
that suffering doesn't exist anymore
you have to take out craving
that's the one that's easy to take out
but in theory you take
out
one of these ones
and
suffer because suffering is born by the
interaction interaction of these 12
elements
first let's define what is suffering
what is suffering
what is the
that whole mass of suffering what is it
it's a bomber
it's a bummer
yeah but there's no bummer in feeling
there's no bummer in contact but i
understand what you're saying you're
saying if you seize contact then there
won't be any potential for feeling and
so on that's true
okay but that means that when you have
cessation of perception of your mind
consciousness
there's no suffering going on there in
fact yes
but
by
now because if we take it uh
like a simulation computer that
makes interrupt decision makes our
suffering in that
case
uh the only thing that you would notice
is that every time that there is
an eye there is i
me myself there is also suffering so it
would be just a signal right that
when you have this
and in fact every time that we sing to
happy moments
we are not at the center of the happy
moments exactly
so when we when there is an experience
going on
there is a super imposition
of i me or mine to it
and that's where the trouble begins
but if you see everything as it's just
a happy moment
it's just a pleasant feeling
that there is no potential for suffering
tournaments
yeah
so
it's not
abandoned i mean it is that if you
see that there is the eye me and mine
you are
included
towards suffering because it is one of
the necessary conditions for the
emergence of suffering yes you take
capture the necessary condition
and it cannot arise anymore yes
it's like um
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it's like those two comic strips i don't
know if you guys have seen this they
show memes on this and there's memes on
this on social media as well the first
one is this guy goes to the doctor and
he says
uh
it hurts
and he says
you know where does it hurt
when i exist
and the second one is there's a guy who
says i want happiness
there's a monk who comes by and there's
a bubble right it says i want happiness
so he says take away the
that's the ignorance and the conceit
take away the want that's the craving
and what do you have left with
happiness
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no self no problems
i think that's the book too isn't it
yeah
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but ron smith
okay the the statement of martin said
you know in theory that anywhere along
the 12 likes that suffered but and you
said later you talked about potential so
i think would it be accurate to say
in theory anywhere along the way
it's interrupted the potential for
suffering yes
yes yes so if you see you're identifying
with feeling then you can let go of that
and there's no more suffering if you see
that you're identifying with your
name your mentality materiality which is
the five aggregates
but you let go of that then there's no
potential for suffering to arise
yeah okay so
follow-up questions to that so i guess
um
so the buddha said in this video just
read right don't take feeling as
minor myself and he also follows up with
don't take consciousness as many minor
myself
so
um
someone might hold the view like okay
like this
this consciousness which is the beer
cognition right this is who i am because
i'm cognizing all this so this is me
and so like an infinite consciousness
you see that um
you see like let's say flickering
so you constantly think oh okay this
feeling is not reminded of myself
because i see it going in and out
but how do you see
the cognition like
of knowing
like what did you have to see the
knowing going in now
for that to be
the arising and passing the lawyer
consciousness
so that knowing itself arises dependent
upon the arising of that consciousness
yeah so in other words
that knowing is a feeling as well
that cognition of what you're
experiencing is tied to the experience
itself
yeah which means that when that
experience goes away the cognition of
that goes away too
i see so then what about like
awareness
same thing
everything is dependent upon something
or another is there is there like
awareness or is it is there like
is there is there such a thing as
awareness because isn't it it's like
each thing you see is just like
like a dot like say let's say and so
there's no like
central like
but for someone to say there's a central
awareness that's just a feeling and so
that feeling and that feeling arises and
passes so there's no like awareness
okay yeah
i like the term field of awareness
especially within infinite
consciousnesses my experience anyways
this phenomena is is popping out and you
know the more you see more and more the
gaps between
yeah and so
you know and then you realize that the
mind is putting this together like a
seamless movie and it's not seamless at
all right and the mind is filling these
gaps
yes so
it's so
totally impersonal yes
there's always any of the stories that
we hang on to like what
most of it's fiction yes
yes
filling in the gaps that's a good way of
putting it because that's what the mind
does
in the mind like your sixth sense basis
they take in some information
and then they just fill in the rest
through interpretation and saying
yeah just i mean on that point though
just to be kind of like picky about the
phenomenology but
you know if we already say that you are
noticing consciousness
arising and passing away or you know
let's even just say it's an impersonal
noticing right consciousness is noticing
itself arising and passing away
how could
consciousness know that it wasn't
present a moment ago and how could it
know that it just arose
from nothing like
there can't be a knowing in the gap
right there is not annoying in the gap
right there isn't but then how does how
does it know there was a gap
you only know the gap so when we talk
about those gaps
all right so we need to we need to
clarify first when you talk about gap
because there's multiple gaps here
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there's the gaps in consciousness which
is the nothingness which means you're
perceiving nothingness
there's the gaps you experience and
neither perception or non-perception
where there's non-perception
and then there's the ultimate gap which
is the cessation of perception feeling
and consciousness
so which gap are you referring to
well we can take the first gap first but
then we could also take the cessation
gap because
what i'm saying is
if there is something perceiving a gap
then what is
what is present in that gap to perceive
consciousness
but then then we're saying that there's
some kind of
substratum consciousness that's
existing well there's this arising and
passing away there because what i'm
saying is if there was truly a gap in
consciousness you know let's say
or let's take cessation for example
right you come out of it
and you can kind of tell that time has
passed
but there was no there was no awareness
of anything in that case
so there the way you could tell that
time had passed is like the clock for
example
but
in infinite consciousness
you know to say that you've perceived
something passing away
to say that there was an awareness that
something had just ended
if it was truly like a gap in awareness
then it wouldn't there you wouldn't even
be aware of the gaps
like it would seem continuous the way
that like everyday experience does
because and you go in cessation
when you are not aware of the guy
right because you are going into
sensation
otherwise it is an interpretation but
those gaps that you're referring to
which happens at infinite consciousness
where you're seeing the flickering it's
your interpretation of what you're doing
so the experience is subjective
completely subjective so the the
experience
and the conclusion there also is
completely subjective dependent upon how
you're seeing it
but the gap between those arising and
passing away is nothingness that's what
we're saying
so what we're actually seeing when we
see infinite consciousness
israeli infinite contact
there's contact contact contact contact
contact contact contact contact
that's what you're seeing
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but maybe ultimately
the moment between each
kind of process yeah
i mean what
there's nothing there
but how can you so happy that's what i'm
saying yeah isn't it memory isn't that
yeah that's perception seeing that it's
perceiving that there is something there
that was like but not in infinite
consciousness just normally
the mind is going right and there's just
moments but there is
something between them all right
great yeah i mean just being nitpicky
like you know i guess it's a subjective
experience but
to say that they're that like
it proves that there wasn't some kind of
awareness there i feel like
in cessation proves that there what that
there isn't like a continuation of
consciousness but
infinite consciousness itself is just
like an experience that seems like
there's some kind of instability yes
yes
when there's cessation you really
understand there is nothing right
between then you truly understand that
uh
consciousness is
dependently
and it's impermanent absolutely there's
no continuation
no soul that's why it says that it's the
perception of impermanence which leads
to the perception of god which leads to
the perception
of anatha
in other words when they say perception
what they're saying is it's an
interpretation of that experience
which leads to an interpretation so the
mind is having these insights
subjective insights based on the
subjective experience and infinite
consciousness
right but somehow everyone who goes
there seems to have that experience
right so it's more about just the
insight that's gained
by this feeling of instability
yeah
so
and some people also experience infinite
consciousness as just that all-pervading
consciousness it's like
the space is filled up with that
all-pervading consciousness but you have
to go even deeper
and understand that that consciousness
is dependently arisen
on the idea of there being space
so first there is the experience of
infinite space
and then there is an experience that
consciousness fills up that space
but even that is also subjective
yeah i wonder if someone who has wrong
for you
would even be able to see the
would see it as all pervasive instead of
the momentariness of it
you're saying if somebody had the wrong
you would be able to see only the
pervasiveness yeah like they came in
expecting this base of consciousness
and so that wrong view would prevent
them from seeing the momentariness
which would prevent that insight from
arising
well that means they didn't see it
though
i'm basing this off of a teacher who
said that he went to
from the yoga path to
the buddhist path
and he was at first in the higher genres
seeing everything as
a continuum and then his teacher said no
see it like
see the momentariness of within that oh
so he was guided to see it in that way
yeah so then he was guided towards right
view
of course that was public concentration
so it really
doesn't count
well i mean
lsd can be doing a lot of these same
experiences
and you don't come out of it enlightened
believe me
the the frames oh that's you know
yeah there was one time i was walking
into the kitchen at someone's house
and i started seeing infinite
consciousness or
my subjective experience let's of
infinite consciousness where
it was like frames and it was like there
was a strobe light and everybody was
moving just
some there was like a some kind of blank
there like there was no fluid movement
there
and somebody else experienced like they
were hearing the sound but they were
just hearing
the sound and there was a gap but they
it was like continue it was a continuous
sound but they were hearing also like
the lack of sound there
the gaps
so they knew there was some kind of gap
there
it's an intro i found it interesting to
hear
like um like a motor which you know just
normally you would think like that's
just a continuous sound but just like
you realize it's just made up of all
these little sounds and there's gaps so
yeah and and changes and yeah
it's the same with music as well music
when you play the piano when you play
the violin you play the guitar
there's there's gaps in there too
so
i'm curious i don't know if this is a me
thing or a few experiences too
after after having these experiences and
and realizing
truth more and more and more
like i a lot of times i'll turn on music
and it just like the different parts of
it sound off yeah like the tracks are
off
the parts are off yeah
yeah
okay
i didn't break my brain it's just not
you yeah
yeah i think you become a lot less
interested in music
because it creates emotional
you know
turmoil in your mind
you know where it's used to oh yeah
right
now you're just more
are you sure it's the music of the
current generation
yeah exactly a lot of people will
experience that too like we're like
this this euro worm right just
continuously that song
there was a musician friend of mine who
said that in order to
do away with that ear worm
is to actually listen to the song itself
and then finally you just so in other
words what you're doing is you have the
craving for that song
and you satisfy that craving and now you
find relief that's their way of dealing
with them as a musician
yes exactly right
which is not the case yeah that's me
yeah
well what
what was doing
what they said was when you have a ear
worm that whatever that song is that
keeps popping up in your
mind
listen to that song actually meaning put
on the tape put on whatever and listen
to the song
and it goes away
immersion therapy
well that's what i'm saying yeah they're
doing it because they have the craving
for it and as a musician they're like
listening to it and then only they find
relief but what if you found relief by
just letting go completely and not
having to deal with it at all
try telling me try telling that to the
musicians
okay anyone else
yes wait so i think you had uh mentioned
after cessation you know for sure that
there was a gap or did you or did you
need to say that you knew that there was
a gap something happened
where there was like
oh i
there was like
i was there and then i wasn't there
i see you but that that's also like like
you can't be sure that like that's also
just like a feeling right so like well
you will be sure
but like the way you know it is like
through like
you only know it after you come out of
it
yeah i i just it's like also like a
nitpicky point but like
like let's say like
okay
no i i think you're making a valid point
which is like the only way you could
know for certain is like the clock is
you know some time has passed
because it is ultimately a memory right
but then in that case you'd have to
actually go into cessation
and come out and say how much time is
passing between the two
i'm just like objectively that's the
only way you could know for sure for
sure
objectively the only way if if there is
somebody outside
what's happening because you will not
realize when you stop it when you
recover so everybody needs headbands now
you need an observer an external
observer and many monitoring on your
body otherwise it's impossible
yeah and we need more of that right
david we need to get more of those
next retreat
it's kind of like when you um
go under anesthesia
yeah there was a gap yeah
but the difference is you never remember
when you go in
it's like
what
you don't count down don't
is not there because
but you perceive coming out because you
are you exist coming out
plus i mean when you do come out i mean
that that
intense experience that you have after
that completely is like where did that
come from yeah
like how did that happen
this is not saying yeah this is not the
same
yeah
so we are talking about all those
complicated things but in the end what
we want
is
change your personality
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what changes you your life for
the perspective
the view
that's the main thing
that changed now that's all very
subjective that's the other thing
and you know there's all this um idea of
let's put a sort of let's put somebody
let's put this person or that person
under an mri and under all of that and
okay fine do it
but how can you objectively say that
this is what it is
that these are the markers
of a sort of these are the markers of
the sacrament
because it's the subjective experience
even if you could take that and say okay
we've done the mri scans and we've said
this is what it means to have a mind
without craving this is what it means to
have a mind without conceit this is what
it means and so on and so forth
fine and you can replicate it maybe you
have neurofeedback machines maybe you
have
these things that can like zap your
brain into that or you take a jhana pill
as somebody once talked about or
whatever it might be
fine you have that experience
but where is the wisdom
so what has changed is the wisdom
the view
the insight the knowing
the ignorance the very beginning
having let go of that
and everything else changes
yeah because people get too caught up on
oh mine's gonna come to a stop
all we all we need to do is get it to
stop you know
but when it comes to a stop it
understands
things and that's the change yeah not to
otherwise we could just stop your brain
by observing it
give you
multiple cessations
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what was the question
i mean so i mean so that's
what happened to your life you know it's
okay perspective changes
you're just mundane
language
perspective changes and so you no longer
you no longer see things in the same way
which means
your experience of everything is just
you see everything
exactly as your success space is
experiencing but you also see things as
they are which is there's no longer that
veil
that filter system of
i have to have this i have to have that
i need to do this i need to do that
and i mean this might sound super
mundane but mundane i think it's monday
is
you notice that
if you have no more of
i have to do this i have to do that
whatever is required for in that moment
is provided for
so
there's complete
relaxation
nothing to do
nowhere to beat nowhere to go
they tell you to do this you go do this
you come back that's it
i tell you to sit here give a talk give
a talk
that's it you leave
you know
that's it
relax relaxation
relief relief
belief
so
there's no sense of
i have to achieve this
there's no sense of
in the next 20 years i want to be known
as this kind of dharma teacher or
you know all of this nonsense
just well i i think maybe you're you're
looking for the first path here right
right which becoming isn't given up at
that point yeah right in that first path
you let go of
any
belief in a personal self which means
you no longer can see like there's some
kind of a soul there
you just
understand
that yeah this is all impersonal
and
there's no question about whether this
path is right or not
yeah this is the path
and sure maybe before you like to light
some candles or write some incense or
whatever but you're not doing it out of
some ritual because it's going to take
you to nirvana you just do it because
you enjoy it
but there's no longer any clinging to
writing rituals
you replace something that you took
personally
previously
and then you look at you you laugh at it
and you go why did i take that person
yeah yeah yeah your memories have
changed completely
so with that first uh path when you do
have craving and you do have a version
you start to notice it and you laugh at
yourself like why did i take that
personally
and you let that go
sometimes
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but more often than you did before
there's a certain backing away from
everything right just kind of
it's still there but it's
you want to apologize to everyone
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that you may suffer
sorry
um but you're still engaged in the world
so where are you deriving your
motivation from what's what's blowing
your hair back what's making you wanna
write a book and do as well as you do
here
uh in what you do
uh are you talking about in first path
what happens
so in first half you're still motivated
by things you're still motivated by
the desire to do this or the desire to
do that and so
if somebody had let go of complete
desire to become let's say somebody had
let go of any desire to be
then they're motivated by two things
actually
wisdom and compassion
which means that they see things as they
are and so whatever is required for that
situation they do so in a compassionate
way
they don't have any kind of
so in that sense whenever they're doing
things
that are required for that moment in the
best way possible then it all works out
there's no craving there there's no
grasping there there's no need to do
something or there's no need to prove
yourself that
there's no need to seek the approval of
others
just just the doing there's just the
doing
no
personal gain no looking for an outcome
from that doing and actually when you do
that
then everything seems excellent
you're not trying to be excellent you're
just doing what is required and to other
people that seems to be
excellent
effortless yes
your definition of wisdom
the definition of wisdom well
really wisdom is understanding and
seeing the lengths of dependent
origination
but the application of that wisdom which
is to see everything as it actually is
always understanding that this is not me
not mine not myself always seeing it as
an impersonal process
and
the the compassionate aspect of that is
understanding
that not everybody sees it in this way
all right
let's share some memories
suffering ones to be suffering freely
may the fetus drop fearless being
may the grieving shadow of grief and may
all beings find relief
may all beings
the acquisition of all kinds of
happiness of mighty power share this
merit of ours may they long protect them
with us disciplination
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you