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Context: Throughout this transcript, Bhante Vimalaramsi is the speaker unless otherwise indicated.

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lucky but remember we set up but he kept

identically damn idea after paying

homage to enemies sat down at one side

and asked her a question Sept 11 behold

my father be created or the entity set

the CC when Italian dommatina and

Visakha were man and wife becomes one

industry it was a very wealthy merchant

the autopilot and he became very

interested in Buddha's teachings so he

would go visit the Buddha everyday some

good an early supper dysentery

went to the Buddha he practiced

meditation his wife valentina

would meet him at the gate and give him

a hug and then they would come in

together and have a meal

the man anyway it's the 11th 11th or

Sofia not even the worst one in him if

you don't

thank goodness that myself oh no stupid

elevator

one day he came home and she tried to be

in my house and he pushed her away

inside their home and they ate a meal

and he was completely for it

and she thought that was rather strange

and they got ready for bed and he laid

down in the bed later he laid down in

the bed the more the end said did I say

he or she well good well I explained

this yeah okay

and he got up out of the bed and laid

down on the floor she thought that was

really peculiar and she got out of bed

and made that inside then he got up and

laid down on the bed

so she thought that she had done

something to begin very angry and he

said no you've done nothing to make me

angry and she said well why are you

acting in such a different way right now

and he said well when I was meditating

with the Buddha I became and on egami

when a person becomes an on agami they

do not have either lust or hatred ever

arise in your mind again so he said we

can still be husband and wife but we

have to act like brother and sister and

I'll give you the house and everything

in it and you can live here if you want

someone decided and she had been to hear

some of the Buddha's talks and she was

very interested in the Dhamma excuse me

and she asked him if she could have his

permission to become a bikuni so he said

yes she went to a monastery and ordained

after a short period of time she became

okay now that gives you some of the

story about

just to talk about the Dom okay so he

went and asked her a question

lady identity identity it said what is

called identity by the Blessed One when

Resaca these five aggregates affected by

craving and claiming all the identity by

the material affected by the feeling

aggregate affected by craving and clean

the perception aggregate affected by

craving and clinging nation's aggregate

affected by craving and clinging and the

consciousness aggregate affected by

identity these five aggregates affected

by craving and flinging are called

identity by the blessed one these may be

that lead

have identity origin of identity and

said what is called the origin of

identity by the blessing

ladies cessation of identity cessation

of identity itself right

it is when you let go of craving you

don't have thinking arrives and you let

go of the idea and personal itself

lady of identity what is it

the eight float have the standard way in

English though that it is described

that's about you did I spend em unless a

series starts out right I don't like the

word right so I changed the word right

here in harmony with things everything

is in balance right if you look at

things in terms of right and wrong and

it's like looking at black and white but

when you use the word harmonious it's a

softer so I call right view harmonious

perspective the absolute best harmonious

perspective in seeing every thought

every feeling every sensation winner

rises as being an impersonal process

although the browser and then some

mobile do a sexy a political basis

reptilian respect memories so whenever

you take something and you see as it

actually is without identifying with it

and taking it personally you are

practicing harmonious perspective this

is pretty major how do you gain

harmonious perspective by perspective

your memories six artists because you're

letting go of the craving then you see

the things the way they truly are and I

think that maybe somebody has a gun at

home and you start to see everything as

part of a process and that process is

called dependent origination a necessity

for email and I am about to testify that

is about whoever gives a little bit as

as you go deeper into your meditation

you are starting to recognize how these

links actually didn't work

God Almighty so many have begun about

yourself what caused it

and that understanding helps you to keep

in balance in harmony with your

perspective of the world so fear anxiety

dislike sadness can be seen as just part

of a process fear it comes up whose fear

is when you take it personally that

leads to the more and bigger fear and it

takes this feeling and makes it an

emergency

I've got to get away from this this

Hungry Ghost is going to come and eat me

is that what goes through your mind

maybe a little bit have anything to do

with the way things actually do work or

are you indulging in your imagination

and anxieties that you have been taught

from the time

very strong negative on today everything

seven the fact we find a topical sat on

the infirmary identify the Knesset

objectivity I have had some students

that they could not sit and meditate

they couldn't close their eyes they

weren't afraid but everything has a kind

of solution if you know how to use it

the Buddha had absolutely no elephant

running right at them is the high

quality that I personally did and his

mind was not afraid loving kindness to

that mad elephant and had elephant came

and knelt before everything about the

final phase of people and whether

supportive that's just one instance of

his being fearless something that has a

focus on his family because he had no

fear the way to overcome fear in you is

by looking at his good qualities

it could be so bagua our hands on some

Chara on some pine and also get to a

look of a good quality when we those

fear goes away and when I got people

that were very afraid and couldn't close

their eyes and meditate and I got them

to practices for a little while able to

close their hands without any fear so

there's all kinds of different remedies

that you can use with different kinds of

situations sometimes you can be sitting

in meditation and then you can see a

past lifetime I don't know seven Tomato

Festival where you did some things that

were really not very nice amended never

got sister-wife doing yes

I killed other people tortured other

people things like that and if you start

identifying with those thoughts and

feelings a lot of suffering like that is

going to be killed when I was in Berlin

there was a picture of very famous of a

monk standing in front of a water

buffalo who is kneeling down to him and

thought that before

as that water buffalo was pregnant in

this event company about to give birth

and the owner had to sell it to this

fear of death was so strong she started

sending that morning and the first

person that he visited was the butcher

he asked the butcher to kill this water

buffalo that was pregnant

and then while he was unarmed round he

told everybody else in village what was

going to happen they got together and

raised enough money to buy the water

buffalo so the monk let the water

buffalo and open up the gate and started

water buffalo started walking out the

water buffalo turned around and bowed to

the

very attention anytime you can give life

to there was a lady in Malaysia that

came to me she was a stage-four of

cancer the doctors had told her that the

most time she had left was 6 weeks so

she came to me and asked what I would

suggest that she did so she had a happy

life

so I told her to buy some B's that were

going to be killed and let them go free

so she went down to a fishing everyday

and small fish and it made her so happy

it was just remarkable an amazing thing

happened when she started doing them the

cancer that was all through her body

started going away now this was quite a

few years ago and I've lost touch with

her so I don't know if she's still alive

today but about

years after I told her this is how you

can overcome fears and anxieties and

identify harmonious perspective is being

able to see whatever arises as part of

an impersonal process

the next part of the Eightfold Path

because you never use it on me it is

called harmonious imaging now most

people will think the second part of the

full path is called right they say it's

right imitation but I don't really agree

with that too much

harmonious imaging is how do you think

about yourself do you picture yourself

as always being without any money

picture yourself that way then you don't

know the universe gives you what you

image

if you hold an image of yourself as

always being happy what do you think the

universe gives you do you see how it

works I see myself as being extremely

prosperous people give me things all the

time now there's one thing that isn't

talked about very much in Buddhism when

you take care of the Dhamma the Dhamma

takes care of this is Ana maybe you

don't always get what you want I decided

to check this out and see if it really

would work I started working at a

nursing home and I need $100 a week

I spent $50 a week I was living with my

mother so I gave him $50 a week at this

nursing home there was a lady that she

had in Dizzy's for her bringing in

shrink I thought that it would be very

helpful so I paid for $35 a week an

extra $10 just for her personally they

sent $10 a week to a monastery that the

anybody fancifully the world

and so I walked now I started talking to

a friend and I said you know I'm

spending a hundred and five dollars a

week and I only make $100 a week

and I always had money in my pocket

whatever money I needed I put my hand in

my pocket and pulled it out and there it

was

this really sounds like it's some kind

of the story but it actually did happen

that way I lived like that for about six

months and I really started realizing

that if I took care and helped other

people I would be taken care of it

showed up I never asked for anything

because I don't worry

I trust the Dhamma completely real self

Italian Gemma and the more you trust

Dhamma

or you are taken care of somebody fell

apart I know you down one knock on each

other and that happens because I hold

that image and I know it works there's

no question in my mind at all when we

first started organizing my Center in

America so after controlling for Dennis

a second possibility passive in America

people would come to me so worried about

money and then in a day or two someone

would set a donation of a thousand

dollars or fifty dollars whatever it

happened to be so there's no sense in

worrying about it we have a treasurer

that worries about money for this Center

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what they look at that one Bellamy for

second ad best video and just not too

long ago email so I wrote back I said

don't worry about it we don't have to

it's okay

then Monday Manolis email from Bali

Joseph wat da da da masala then a couple

days later somebody donated some gold

coins member but a body comedian

you take care of yeah it's called how

much do you criticize yourself do you

tell yourself that you're no good and

everybody thought you said me say how

much do you tell yourself that you're

really a loser but if I said in the end

have you level say at 84 let's do it why

do you do that to yourself you know the

last precept that you take every morning

others are constantly apologizing to be

loving and kind to yourself and all

means professor London I can't even see

the government's are comes in a passive

capacity recently dance of one model

don't you think it's time to let go of

your critical thoughts about yourself

tell me Kiran - Kiran this is capacity

recently I've had some students that

have come to me and tell me how bad

their memory power compatibly of the

traffic jams evidently I told them that

they are gonna go out and buy them some

boxing gloves are you critical about

yourself when you're laughing you know

you know you are going to make mistakes

nobody's perfect

the trick is to learn from your mistakes

nobody gave us a big list of things the

way we're supposed to live life so

there's times that we're not going to be

as good as we are

when people are depressed

what kind of imbalance

I know Monica death a very fun event up

region annual not very pretty they don't

hold very nice talks about themselves

because they keep thinking the same

thoughts over and over again it gets

bigger in the morning what happens when

you start thinking nice thoughts about

yourself daily calendar we get together

to get anybody in the Windy City

time thoughts about yourself to disagree

and appreciate yourself for being listed

recently

why do I do this because all of a sudden

you're having and it's very easy to see

when you start having not so nice

thoughts memories at the gym again an

EMP device

then you practice see how it works the

end by the memory depends on I'm not

talking about just hear me I'm talking

about while you're living a new life a

peoples of indelicacy DuPont and Megan

TV Blood Center why do I talk about

smiling because I want you to practice

it and this also means communicating

with other people so the more you keep

your precepts without breaking them the

more wholesome your speech becomes your

speech becomes positive yourself

positive

the camber and disability everything is

interconnected with Buddhism someone is

some ability once at the standard life

and a medicine and really works this way

miss everdene so it's time to practice

it

that's important okay the next part of

the next fold of the fold path is called

right action right action and living

beings don't steal anything in terms of

not pushing two main things

meaning the way

some of the more you practice the six

hours the gentle or you have and you

start letting go of wanting to control

things and making them this is very

important in the meditation you remember

I was telling you that when you have too

much energy you get restless and I think

that's a little bunny baby now I want to

come around in my opinion I think

inevitably side and you have a great

city

whenever I see you do your walking

meditation for another animal a [ __ ]

baby fussing gentle and then but if you

could possibly do because I have that

was lovely

I want this next meditation to be the

same as the last one

I could hear sound little money in the

physical being body so when you sit down

with that idea doesn't cooperate then

I'll begin and the DJ wegun in life it's

important that all of a sudden you can't

stay with your object of meditation more

than a few seconds before your mind

goes off and thanks about something haha

I need to put more energy into it isn't

working the way I was running there's a

and when your mind is Rayleigh restless

and you have to use the six arms of

we work so hard all of a sudden things

are in balance again then you start

staying with your object of meditation

longer and accordion and maybe something

over sensitively as the end of um so one

of the biggest problems is teaching

people meditation that are probably

already practiced some other form of

meditation when I kinda miss maybe

facility and an awful lot of other

meditation teachers really like the idea

of putting more and more effort into it

then it's probably like setting in my

house so it really makes you suffer a

lot more and they can say see life is

suffering

but my job is to get you to stop back

off with you're trying to accomplish

something when your elemental

double-teaming top five arrives laughing

will you let go of you're trying to get

something done and evidences onlu it

comes that's how come people can move

through so many the different meditation

stages quickly that's why people

community bombers quit trying to say

okay let's watch the whole backing on

not trying harder it's bringing

instruments out et cetera see if you're

trying to make the sound really nice and

I never thought that was so evident

just don't try to mark don't try to

little denim entities that have another

president through cell for those thank

you I talked to you a few times about

energy and everybody that experiences

restlessness is trying to accomplish

something and putting in too much effort

you know some Intel doesn't ever

consciously but not when there's a half

so the strength that you're trying to

make sound just right doesn't sound

right because it's too tight the center

[ __ ] up so you have to back off a

little bit on the tightness of them it's

not quite enough

you have to add this is called

harmonious

the next part out of the next fold of

the old path is called

right life and I've always gotten kind

of afraid livelihood anybody else right

livelihood in the suitors is don't sell

any weapons that will kill other beings

is something we really don't have

anything to do with poisonous and don't

take on anything slaves now when you

stop and think about the first discourse

that the Buddha gave course to five of

his friends that were practicing

asceticism they didn't have anything to

do with poisons they didn't have

anything to do with weapons no bullying

isn't it they certainly didn't take any

slaves

okay I called Right Livelihood a

harmonious lifestyle and they live

entirely witness of the beds are ready

to give their ways what do you put in

front of your mind there was a lady in

Malaysia I disorder when in fact

so always I could a kick out of people

that say they have to read the newspaper

every day our canonical America has no

better or the Aparri so fire our

doctrine here I had one student that

read for newspapers a day but the

opinions are in Mumbai Torrance

via party Juanita any millimeters at

Rockport and Rosa Rosa I remember an

Italian Italian so I told her to stop

reading the newspapers anybody knows of

Yemen logic that's our honor and

certainly don't look at the news on

you got element on TV very bad people

and she said but I have to keep up with

things I have to know what academia be

contagious is tau f ing ideas or update

dot offensive Wasi I said anything

that's really important you hear about

it at this level deeper reading all that

nonsense in the newspaper does not lead

to a peaceful calm mind that's free from

the fear better but it's a very tiny :

it would be the normal appearance and

letter they mysterious attack would I'm

sorry it just doesn't work that way just

appetito but I do have to admit when I

was in Malaysia I got a newspaper every

Wednesday Melissa toddler yell a baby -

yeah

they are wondering my father Sofia how

do you that way because when I was there

they had one page of positive news at

Holloman but if I am positive I had all

kinds of wonderful things that were

happening in the world I wrote to the

newspaper and asked them if they could

do that every day because I get the

newspaper every day if I could read

positive things man chameleon panel is

ocupado to attack Syria then real and

sayonara

very month but if I am for city and they

told me no we can't do that people are

more interested in real then atomic

animal is compiled by the video let me

circle of moonwick entrepreneurial

character value system live here they

want to hear about people killing each

other in getting in car accidents and

all of that okay the next point of the

old have they call it right effort I

call it harmonious practice

six hours but they say there's four

steps to it and a couple extra recognize

when an old unwholesome state arises

some state and relaxing back to your

repeat staying with your object to

meditation for Islam nation can right

effort and the six arms are the same

thing the next part of a full have a

fourth half is called mindfulness

I called harmonious observation

possibilities mindfulness is attention

is called because it is this when this

kind of somebody you will experience the

state

remember the definition of JAMA is not

one point in the absorption

concentration the definition of IANA is

a level of your understanding

the actual definition in the sutras

talks about just the first four stages

of job and looking at it that way you

think well it's only these four commas

there's the other comments of the

inexperienced into four separate artists

they are called the realm of infinite

space

every time the entire phone is extremely

practical than the deputies and it's

easy to follow be happy we all smile

breakfast the Sixers when your mind is

distracted government is not forgive

you got a dog and then figure someone

see how easy it is that one ended

number seven

lady how does identity you come to be

here friend in Sokka and untaught

ordinary person who has no regard for

noble ones in his unskilled and thus

undisciplined in their men can

experience the jhanas but they don't put

themselves above anyone else

they don't look down people because they

don't have this experience I have many

different monasteries where one

particular walks around that is very

proud and he puts everything down

because they don't have news

that is not being a true person when you

get off retreat people are going to

notice that you're somewhat different

than you you can talk to them about

sitting and meditation and having fun

and learning to smile and all of those

kind of things

but you don't talk to other people a lot

what obtainment you have

don't talk about your attainment you

talk about some of your experiences that

were very nice there was one time I

could sit with my mind on my object of

meditation for a long time you don't

tell them how long the same is that we

remember so much dignity professor

scientific one I have a lot of happiness

arise boy it's really worth it

meditating

that's the truth

and if they talk about their meditation

and how hard it was you can sympathize

with them then follow that I come in

with the telephone the lemon didn't I

see when I thought it very simple but if

it had definite ideas yeah sometimes

meditation can be hard okay you got the

idea of what a true person is okay we're

talking about how those identity view

come to be and he talks dominant that

sister John Medina says that geez I

should read this whole thing again okay

here friend Asaka an untaught ordinary

person who has no regard for noble ones

and is unskilled and then undisciplined

in there Dom has no regard for true

and undisciplined air dhamma by the sea

- yes exactly

regards material form as self or self as

possessed of material form or material

form as in himself or herself as in in

regards feeling his self or self as

possessed feeling or feeling as as in

feeling regards perception and self as

possessed of perception or perception as

in self or self as in perception he

regards formations as self possessed

formations or formations as in self or

self as in nation

and open he regards consciousness as

self for itself as possessed of

consciousness or consciousness as in

consciousness that is how ladies

how does identity to be friendly soccer

a world talk normally disciples regard

for normal ones and is filled and

disciplined in their Dhamma has regard

for truth and discipline does not regard

material form itself or herself as

possessed of material or material form

is in itself or self as an imperial

forum and goes all the way through the

five aggregates of impossible

13th lady how many formations are there

there are the what is the what is the

breathing friend are called by the

Reformation Rasmus refers to is one of

that we suffer a terrible to come by

than just money

thanking and examining that our verbal

formation perception feeling and

consciousness our mental formation that

into dinner but lady wire in breathing

and out being the bodily formation

phobia that my husband September nervous

we also have to add into the bodily

formation first one implies thought and

examines and subsequently one breaks out

that is why thinking and examining

thought are verbal formation the end and

consonant beginner and arrogant open

without light perception feeling and

consciousness are mental succeed

President Assad Aaron Recife beguiling

these are states bound up with mine

beginning that is why perception clearly

meant consciousness our mental formation

EFSF see for a second

seven funny lady how does the attainment

of the cessation of perception feeling

and consciousness come to be friendly

Sokka

when a monk is obtaining the cessation

of perception feeling in consciousness

that we suffer but because of that we

identified that in dunya process see

presidentís eleven it does not occur to

him I shall attain the cessation of

perception the alayan consciousness I am

at eighty the cessation of perception

human consciousness I have attained the

cessation of perception feeling and

consciousness but rather his mind has

previously been developed in such a way

that it leads to that state lady when a

monk is attaining the cessation of

perception feeling in a consciousness

and been decided in which state sees

first in him the bodily formation the

verbal formation or the mental formation

from the cessation of perception feeling

and consciousness to be convenient

percept suppressant and Posada and

frankly shocked when a monk is emerging

from the attainment of the cessation of

perception feeling in consciousness so

how that receptor but because of our own

lucidum will do that opens up iron baton

taenia crassiceps ii antecedent it does

not occur to him I shall they murdered

from the attainment of cessation of

perception feeling and consciousness by

the ATM unit to identify them by the

Athenian first I've suppressed undecided

or I am emerging from the attainment of

the cessation of perception feeling and

consciousness even supply and everything

Empress FC but as I understand better or

I have a murdered front of the

attainment of the cessation of

perception feeling in consciousness with

another student

except I am

your first FC put us at undecided but

rather his mind has previously been

developed in such a way that it leads

into lady when Imam is emerging from the

attainment of the cessation of

perception feeling and consciousness

seven get the 7 which states arise in

him bodily formation the verbal

formation for the mental formation

dependable dismally Chaka Chaka ran amok

is emerging from the attainment of the

cessation of formation arises

and of the cessation of perception

appealing in consciousness the because

our it's a poignant idea except

suppressor had been decided a real kind

of contact at him

a fireteam of superman' on the other

hand

and elementary so I prefer JD crazy

unless I was lady when a monk is inherit

from the attainment of the cessation and

perception feeling and consciousness

have an eSATA the pickles are important

to identify until engineer percept

suppressor and then decide on what

from the senior ladies how many kinds of

feeling are there they're our friend but

we said that whatever is felt boggling

for mentally as pleasantly as person

feeling opportunity Resaca cerebral

Desmond Lee a puppeteer and suburban

linen Anton and all the widget Amidala

as okay

one enrollment at Manila necessary and

will become ineffective they need the

underlying tendency to know secretly

Nandita England SME so war person does

the underlying tendency to aversion

underlie all a part that goes under the

water for the yen to underlie all the

painful effects and it was intended for

everyone but that's what we support

the underlying tendency to ignorance

what should we abandon in regard to

pleasant feeling what should be employed

how does the enjoyment

so remember 7 Egyptian what should be

abandoned in regard to neither painful

nor pleasant feeling friendly soccer the

underlying tendency to lust should be

abandoned in regard to the pleasant

feeling sad that we said that but they

didn't like Coco that I don't know suka

even without me how does it feel gun so

women oppressor onion isn't the

underlying tendency to aversion to be

abandoned in regard to painting the

whole field it's a little bit about that

had applicability and how to stick in

balancing the Linden

underlying tendency to aversion I should

be abandon in regard to painful feeling

awkward for her deaf community and how

is the finger and sober end and then for

us our humanity time how many people get

a painful feeling in your body is

achieved and by Daniel then cigarette

laughs he didn't hear

Oh Isaac started two or three times and

I didn't go away so I just got up

messages but after coming here Thomas

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popping WBLS esophageal Marceline

so I can read a passage of the

underlying tendency to aversion like see

a pie into that super wanted to stop

CMS after 50 banana peel he wants it to

be different than it is does that say

that you're relating the inversion

the aversion but a possibility but it

doesn't have yet never said that by

practicing your theory but happening

times do you really do that

that is definitely another country it

really hurts I don't like that who wants

to control it wants it to change the way

they want to be as long as it is

meditation pain

Salameh is activated I see if you get up

and that pain does not go away do not

sit like that is the same infestation of

a susceptibility by death

generally do separately now there are

some people that are coming up and

telling me that this pain was there they

sick started and it didn't even pull

their attention to it anymore it was

okay that it was there the universe's

active people under the Sun then we

immerse our society to be sentimental

value pain is a wonderful friend that's

acceptable to have an answer by a little

and I do mean friend then the business

but it might seem it's a habit it's

showing you exactly where your

attachment is do come on up Amanda yeah

but it hurts

welcome to real life

a lot of things hurt it's not that I'm

gonna pay you do finances civilian kind

of Olivia negative ten and it's okay for

it to hurt and bwt must I like a little

bit of time I mean think about this

somebody in your family is going to die

nobody coming in yet that's going to be

painful what do you do with that there's

a lot of people that talk about the word

grief automatically be brief manifests

in a lot of different ways I feel I said

Google and the service you better learn

about limits at it sometimes it

manifests as sadness I don't I barely

get is Cassidy Han sometimes it

manifests Karim Karim little bum

Angelica matter honey

there's all kinds of different emotional

states that come up when you are

grieving by Mexicali kajada an emotional

julissa and erotica that is a painful

feeling depressed and even if you're

funny and you know what happens if you

push it away and don't let it come out

by itself

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told them and all of them a little

you'll be able you will experience some

kind of major physical problem within

two years

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can be yourself everybody else around

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you are suffering by yourself

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hours and start sending loving and kind

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meditation that their friends or family

members have died years ago and they're

still sad because of it deceive you had

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together this of a half years so when

you practice in this retreat

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training yourself for when you get out

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simply observe all of this without

taking in person and in return confident

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of the diameter and that does happen and

if you can have a little about ask about

that I saw with that then okay

okay lady what is the counterpart of

pleasant feeling 29 rend moussaka

painful feeling is the counterpart of

pleasant feeling that we set aside until

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the counterpart of painful feeling

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what is the counterpart of ignorant

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counterpart of one city Adela is an

indelible ruin what is the counterpart

of true knowledge

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deliverance is the counterpart of the

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subjective what is the counterpart of

deliverance as a lesson

Nirvana is the counterpart of

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counterpart of friend vishakha you push

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and asked her a question Sept 11 behold

my father be created or the entity set

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Visakha were man and wife becomes one

industry it was a very wealthy merchant

the autopilot and he became very

interested in Buddha's teachings so he

would go visit the Buddha everyday some

good an early supper dysentery

went to the Buddha he practiced

meditation his wife valentina

would meet him at the gate and give him

a hug and then they would come in

together and have a meal

the man anyway it's the 11th 11th or

Sofia not even the worst one in him if

you don't

thank goodness that myself oh no stupid

elevator

one day he came home and she tried to be

in my house and he pushed her away

inside their home and they ate a meal

and he was completely for it

and she thought that was rather strange

and they got ready for bed and he laid

down in the bed later he laid down in

the bed the more the end said did I say

he or she well good well I explained

this yeah okay

and he got up out of the bed and laid

down on the floor she thought that was

really peculiar and she got out of bed

and made that inside then he got up and

laid down on the bed

so she thought that she had done

something to begin very angry and he

said no you've done nothing to make me

angry and she said well why are you

acting in such a different way right now

and he said well when I was meditating

with the Buddha I became and on egami

when a person becomes an on agami they

do not have either lust or hatred ever

arise in your mind again so he said we

can still be husband and wife but we

have to act like brother and sister and

I'll give you the house and everything

in it and you can live here if you want

someone decided and she had been to hear

some of the Buddha's talks and she was

very interested in the Dhamma excuse me

and she asked him if she could have his

permission to become a bikuni so he said

yes she went to a monastery and ordained

after a short period of time she became

okay now that gives you some of the

story about

just to talk about the Dom okay so he

went and asked her a question

lady identity identity it said what is

called identity by the Blessed One when

Resaca these five aggregates affected by

craving and claiming all the identity by

the material affected by the feeling

aggregate affected by craving and clean

the perception aggregate affected by

craving and clinging nation's aggregate

affected by craving and clinging and the

consciousness aggregate affected by

identity these five aggregates affected

by craving and flinging are called

identity by the blessed one these may be

that lead

have identity origin of identity and

said what is called the origin of

identity by the blessing

ladies cessation of identity cessation

of identity itself right

it is when you let go of craving you

don't have thinking arrives and you let

go of the idea and personal itself

lady of identity what is it

the eight float have the standard way in

English though that it is described

that's about you did I spend em unless a

series starts out right I don't like the

word right so I changed the word right

here in harmony with things everything

is in balance right if you look at

things in terms of right and wrong and

it's like looking at black and white but

when you use the word harmonious it's a

softer so I call right view harmonious

perspective the absolute best harmonious

perspective in seeing every thought

every feeling every sensation winner

rises as being an impersonal process

although the browser and then some

mobile do a sexy a political basis

reptilian respect memories so whenever

you take something and you see as it

actually is without identifying with it

and taking it personally you are

practicing harmonious perspective this

is pretty major how do you gain

harmonious perspective by perspective

your memories six artists because you're

letting go of the craving then you see

the things the way they truly are and I

think that maybe somebody has a gun at

home and you start to see everything as

part of a process and that process is

called dependent origination a necessity

for email and I am about to testify that

is about whoever gives a little bit as

as you go deeper into your meditation

you are starting to recognize how these

links actually didn't work

God Almighty so many have begun about

yourself what caused it

and that understanding helps you to keep

in balance in harmony with your

perspective of the world so fear anxiety

dislike sadness can be seen as just part

of a process fear it comes up whose fear

is when you take it personally that

leads to the more and bigger fear and it

takes this feeling and makes it an

emergency

I've got to get away from this this

Hungry Ghost is going to come and eat me

is that what goes through your mind

maybe a little bit have anything to do

with the way things actually do work or

are you indulging in your imagination

and anxieties that you have been taught

from the time

very strong negative on today everything

seven the fact we find a topical sat on

the infirmary identify the Knesset

objectivity I have had some students

that they could not sit and meditate

they couldn't close their eyes they

weren't afraid but everything has a kind

of solution if you know how to use it

the Buddha had absolutely no elephant

running right at them is the high

quality that I personally did and his

mind was not afraid loving kindness to

that mad elephant and had elephant came

and knelt before everything about the

final phase of people and whether

supportive that's just one instance of

his being fearless something that has a

focus on his family because he had no

fear the way to overcome fear in you is

by looking at his good qualities

it could be so bagua our hands on some

Chara on some pine and also get to a

look of a good quality when we those

fear goes away and when I got people

that were very afraid and couldn't close

their eyes and meditate and I got them

to practices for a little while able to

close their hands without any fear so

there's all kinds of different remedies

that you can use with different kinds of

situations sometimes you can be sitting

in meditation and then you can see a

past lifetime I don't know seven Tomato

Festival where you did some things that

were really not very nice amended never

got sister-wife doing yes

I killed other people tortured other

people things like that and if you start

identifying with those thoughts and

feelings a lot of suffering like that is

going to be killed when I was in Berlin

there was a picture of very famous of a

monk standing in front of a water

buffalo who is kneeling down to him and

thought that before

as that water buffalo was pregnant in

this event company about to give birth

and the owner had to sell it to this

fear of death was so strong she started

sending that morning and the first

person that he visited was the butcher

he asked the butcher to kill this water

buffalo that was pregnant

and then while he was unarmed round he

told everybody else in village what was

going to happen they got together and

raised enough money to buy the water

buffalo so the monk let the water

buffalo and open up the gate and started

water buffalo started walking out the

water buffalo turned around and bowed to

the

very attention anytime you can give life

to there was a lady in Malaysia that

came to me she was a stage-four of

cancer the doctors had told her that the

most time she had left was 6 weeks so

she came to me and asked what I would

suggest that she did so she had a happy

life

so I told her to buy some B's that were

going to be killed and let them go free

so she went down to a fishing everyday

and small fish and it made her so happy

it was just remarkable an amazing thing

happened when she started doing them the

cancer that was all through her body

started going away now this was quite a

few years ago and I've lost touch with

her so I don't know if she's still alive

today but about

years after I told her this is how you

can overcome fears and anxieties and

identify harmonious perspective is being

able to see whatever arises as part of

an impersonal process

the next part of the Eightfold Path

because you never use it on me it is

called harmonious imaging now most

people will think the second part of the

full path is called right they say it's

right imitation but I don't really agree

with that too much

harmonious imaging is how do you think

about yourself do you picture yourself

as always being without any money

picture yourself that way then you don't

know the universe gives you what you

image

if you hold an image of yourself as

always being happy what do you think the

universe gives you do you see how it

works I see myself as being extremely

prosperous people give me things all the

time now there's one thing that isn't

talked about very much in Buddhism when

you take care of the Dhamma the Dhamma

takes care of this is Ana maybe you

don't always get what you want I decided

to check this out and see if it really

would work I started working at a

nursing home and I need $100 a week

I spent $50 a week I was living with my

mother so I gave him $50 a week at this

nursing home there was a lady that she

had in Dizzy's for her bringing in

shrink I thought that it would be very

helpful so I paid for $35 a week an

extra $10 just for her personally they

sent $10 a week to a monastery that the

anybody fancifully the world

and so I walked now I started talking to

a friend and I said you know I'm

spending a hundred and five dollars a

week and I only make $100 a week

and I always had money in my pocket

whatever money I needed I put my hand in

my pocket and pulled it out and there it

was

this really sounds like it's some kind

of the story but it actually did happen

that way I lived like that for about six

months and I really started realizing

that if I took care and helped other

people I would be taken care of it

showed up I never asked for anything

because I don't worry

I trust the Dhamma completely real self

Italian Gemma and the more you trust

Dhamma

or you are taken care of somebody fell

apart I know you down one knock on each

other and that happens because I hold

that image and I know it works there's

no question in my mind at all when we

first started organizing my Center in

America so after controlling for Dennis

a second possibility passive in America

people would come to me so worried about

money and then in a day or two someone

would set a donation of a thousand

dollars or fifty dollars whatever it

happened to be so there's no sense in

worrying about it we have a treasurer

that worries about money for this Center

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what they look at that one Bellamy for

second ad best video and just not too

long ago email so I wrote back I said

don't worry about it we don't have to

it's okay

then Monday Manolis email from Bali

Joseph wat da da da masala then a couple

days later somebody donated some gold

coins member but a body comedian

you take care of yeah it's called how

much do you criticize yourself do you

tell yourself that you're no good and

everybody thought you said me say how

much do you tell yourself that you're

really a loser but if I said in the end

have you level say at 84 let's do it why

do you do that to yourself you know the

last precept that you take every morning

others are constantly apologizing to be

loving and kind to yourself and all

means professor London I can't even see

the government's are comes in a passive

capacity recently dance of one model

don't you think it's time to let go of

your critical thoughts about yourself

tell me Kiran - Kiran this is capacity

recently I've had some students that

have come to me and tell me how bad

their memory power compatibly of the

traffic jams evidently I told them that

they are gonna go out and buy them some

boxing gloves are you critical about

yourself when you're laughing you know

you know you are going to make mistakes

nobody's perfect

the trick is to learn from your mistakes

nobody gave us a big list of things the

way we're supposed to live life so

there's times that we're not going to be

as good as we are

when people are depressed

what kind of imbalance

I know Monica death a very fun event up

region annual not very pretty they don't

hold very nice talks about themselves

because they keep thinking the same

thoughts over and over again it gets

bigger in the morning what happens when

you start thinking nice thoughts about

yourself daily calendar we get together

to get anybody in the Windy City

time thoughts about yourself to disagree

and appreciate yourself for being listed

recently

why do I do this because all of a sudden

you're having and it's very easy to see

when you start having not so nice

thoughts memories at the gym again an

EMP device

then you practice see how it works the

end by the memory depends on I'm not

talking about just hear me I'm talking

about while you're living a new life a

peoples of indelicacy DuPont and Megan

TV Blood Center why do I talk about

smiling because I want you to practice

it and this also means communicating

with other people so the more you keep

your precepts without breaking them the

more wholesome your speech becomes your

speech becomes positive yourself

positive

the camber and disability everything is

interconnected with Buddhism someone is

some ability once at the standard life

and a medicine and really works this way

miss everdene so it's time to practice

it

that's important okay the next part of

the next fold of the fold path is called

right action right action and living

beings don't steal anything in terms of

not pushing two main things

meaning the way

some of the more you practice the six

hours the gentle or you have and you

start letting go of wanting to control

things and making them this is very

important in the meditation you remember

I was telling you that when you have too

much energy you get restless and I think

that's a little bunny baby now I want to

come around in my opinion I think

inevitably side and you have a great

city

whenever I see you do your walking

meditation for another animal a [ __ ]

baby fussing gentle and then but if you

could possibly do because I have that

was lovely

I want this next meditation to be the

same as the last one

I could hear sound little money in the

physical being body so when you sit down

with that idea doesn't cooperate then

I'll begin and the DJ wegun in life it's

important that all of a sudden you can't

stay with your object of meditation more

than a few seconds before your mind

goes off and thanks about something haha

I need to put more energy into it isn't

working the way I was running there's a

and when your mind is Rayleigh restless

and you have to use the six arms of

we work so hard all of a sudden things

are in balance again then you start

staying with your object of meditation

longer and accordion and maybe something

over sensitively as the end of um so one

of the biggest problems is teaching

people meditation that are probably

already practiced some other form of

meditation when I kinda miss maybe

facility and an awful lot of other

meditation teachers really like the idea

of putting more and more effort into it

then it's probably like setting in my

house so it really makes you suffer a

lot more and they can say see life is

suffering

but my job is to get you to stop back

off with you're trying to accomplish

something when your elemental

double-teaming top five arrives laughing

will you let go of you're trying to get

something done and evidences onlu it

comes that's how come people can move

through so many the different meditation

stages quickly that's why people

community bombers quit trying to say

okay let's watch the whole backing on

not trying harder it's bringing

instruments out et cetera see if you're

trying to make the sound really nice and

I never thought that was so evident

just don't try to mark don't try to

little denim entities that have another

president through cell for those thank

you I talked to you a few times about

energy and everybody that experiences

restlessness is trying to accomplish

something and putting in too much effort

you know some Intel doesn't ever

consciously but not when there's a half

so the strength that you're trying to

make sound just right doesn't sound

right because it's too tight the center

[ __ ] up so you have to back off a

little bit on the tightness of them it's

not quite enough

you have to add this is called

harmonious

the next part out of the next fold of

the old path is called

right life and I've always gotten kind

of afraid livelihood anybody else right

livelihood in the suitors is don't sell

any weapons that will kill other beings

is something we really don't have

anything to do with poisonous and don't

take on anything slaves now when you

stop and think about the first discourse

that the Buddha gave course to five of

his friends that were practicing

asceticism they didn't have anything to

do with poisons they didn't have

anything to do with weapons no bullying

isn't it they certainly didn't take any

slaves

okay I called Right Livelihood a

harmonious lifestyle and they live

entirely witness of the beds are ready

to give their ways what do you put in

front of your mind there was a lady in

Malaysia I disorder when in fact

so always I could a kick out of people

that say they have to read the newspaper

every day our canonical America has no

better or the Aparri so fire our

doctrine here I had one student that

read for newspapers a day but the

opinions are in Mumbai Torrance

via party Juanita any millimeters at

Rockport and Rosa Rosa I remember an

Italian Italian so I told her to stop

reading the newspapers anybody knows of

Yemen logic that's our honor and

certainly don't look at the news on

you got element on TV very bad people

and she said but I have to keep up with

things I have to know what academia be

contagious is tau f ing ideas or update

dot offensive Wasi I said anything

that's really important you hear about

it at this level deeper reading all that

nonsense in the newspaper does not lead

to a peaceful calm mind that's free from

the fear better but it's a very tiny :

it would be the normal appearance and

letter they mysterious attack would I'm

sorry it just doesn't work that way just

appetito but I do have to admit when I

was in Malaysia I got a newspaper every

Wednesday Melissa toddler yell a baby -

yeah

they are wondering my father Sofia how

do you that way because when I was there

they had one page of positive news at

Holloman but if I am positive I had all

kinds of wonderful things that were

happening in the world I wrote to the

newspaper and asked them if they could

do that every day because I get the

newspaper every day if I could read

positive things man chameleon panel is

ocupado to attack Syria then real and

sayonara

very month but if I am for city and they

told me no we can't do that people are

more interested in real then atomic

animal is compiled by the video let me

circle of moonwick entrepreneurial

character value system live here they

want to hear about people killing each

other in getting in car accidents and

all of that okay the next point of the

old have they call it right effort I

call it harmonious practice

six hours but they say there's four

steps to it and a couple extra recognize

when an old unwholesome state arises

some state and relaxing back to your

repeat staying with your object to

meditation for Islam nation can right

effort and the six arms are the same

thing the next part of a full have a

fourth half is called mindfulness

I called harmonious observation

possibilities mindfulness is attention

is called because it is this when this

kind of somebody you will experience the

state

remember the definition of JAMA is not

one point in the absorption

concentration the definition of IANA is

a level of your understanding

the actual definition in the sutras

talks about just the first four stages

of job and looking at it that way you

think well it's only these four commas

there's the other comments of the

inexperienced into four separate artists

they are called the realm of infinite

space

every time the entire phone is extremely

practical than the deputies and it's

easy to follow be happy we all smile

breakfast the Sixers when your mind is

distracted government is not forgive

you got a dog and then figure someone

see how easy it is that one ended

number seven

lady how does identity you come to be

here friend in Sokka and untaught

ordinary person who has no regard for

noble ones in his unskilled and thus

undisciplined in their men can

experience the jhanas but they don't put

themselves above anyone else

they don't look down people because they

don't have this experience I have many

different monasteries where one

particular walks around that is very

proud and he puts everything down

because they don't have news

that is not being a true person when you

get off retreat people are going to

notice that you're somewhat different

than you you can talk to them about

sitting and meditation and having fun

and learning to smile and all of those

kind of things

but you don't talk to other people a lot

what obtainment you have

don't talk about your attainment you

talk about some of your experiences that

were very nice there was one time I

could sit with my mind on my object of

meditation for a long time you don't

tell them how long the same is that we

remember so much dignity professor

scientific one I have a lot of happiness

arise boy it's really worth it

meditating

that's the truth

and if they talk about their meditation

and how hard it was you can sympathize

with them then follow that I come in

with the telephone the lemon didn't I

see when I thought it very simple but if

it had definite ideas yeah sometimes

meditation can be hard okay you got the

idea of what a true person is okay we're

talking about how those identity view

come to be and he talks dominant that

sister John Medina says that geez I

should read this whole thing again okay

here friend Asaka an untaught ordinary

person who has no regard for noble ones

and is unskilled and then undisciplined

in there Dom has no regard for true

and undisciplined air dhamma by the sea

- yes exactly

regards material form as self or self as

possessed of material form or material

form as in himself or herself as in in

regards feeling his self or self as

possessed feeling or feeling as as in

feeling regards perception and self as

possessed of perception or perception as

in self or self as in perception he

regards formations as self possessed

formations or formations as in self or

self as in nation

and open he regards consciousness as

self for itself as possessed of

consciousness or consciousness as in

consciousness that is how ladies

how does identity to be friendly soccer

a world talk normally disciples regard

for normal ones and is filled and

disciplined in their Dhamma has regard

for truth and discipline does not regard

material form itself or herself as

possessed of material or material form

is in itself or self as an imperial

forum and goes all the way through the

five aggregates of impossible

13th lady how many formations are there

there are the what is the what is the

breathing friend are called by the

Reformation Rasmus refers to is one of

that we suffer a terrible to come by

than just money

thanking and examining that our verbal

formation perception feeling and

consciousness our mental formation that

into dinner but lady wire in breathing

and out being the bodily formation

phobia that my husband September nervous

we also have to add into the bodily

formation first one implies thought and

examines and subsequently one breaks out

that is why thinking and examining

thought are verbal formation the end and

consonant beginner and arrogant open

without light perception feeling and

consciousness are mental succeed

President Assad Aaron Recife beguiling

these are states bound up with mine

beginning that is why perception clearly

meant consciousness our mental formation

EFSF see for a second

seven funny lady how does the attainment

of the cessation of perception feeling

and consciousness come to be friendly

Sokka

when a monk is obtaining the cessation

of perception feeling in consciousness

that we suffer but because of that we

identified that in dunya process see

presidentís eleven it does not occur to

him I shall attain the cessation of

perception the alayan consciousness I am

at eighty the cessation of perception

human consciousness I have attained the

cessation of perception feeling and

consciousness but rather his mind has

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monk is attaining the cessation of

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feeling are there they're our friend but

we said that whatever is felt boggling

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will become ineffective they need the

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painful effects and it was intended for

everyone but that's what we support

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pleasant feeling what should be employed

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underlying tendency to lust should be

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be abandon in regard to painful feeling

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us our humanity time how many people get

a painful feeling in your body is

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underlying tendency to aversion like see

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be different than it is does that say

that you're relating the inversion

the aversion but a possibility but it

doesn't have yet never said that by

practicing your theory but happening

times do you really do that

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really hurts I don't like that who wants

to control it wants it to change the way

they want to be as long as it is

meditation pain

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and that pain does not go away do not

sit like that is the same infestation of

a susceptibility by death

generally do separately now there are

some people that are coming up and

telling me that this pain was there they

sick started and it didn't even pull

their attention to it anymore it was

okay that it was there the universe's

active people under the Sun then we

immerse our society to be sentimental

value pain is a wonderful friend that's

acceptable to have an answer by a little

and I do mean friend then the business

but it might seem it's a habit it's

showing you exactly where your

attachment is do come on up Amanda yeah

but it hurts

welcome to real life

a lot of things hurt it's not that I'm

gonna pay you do finances civilian kind

of Olivia negative ten and it's okay for

it to hurt and bwt must I like a little

bit of time I mean think about this

somebody in your family is going to die

nobody coming in yet that's going to be

painful what do you do with that there's

a lot of people that talk about the word

grief automatically be brief manifests

in a lot of different ways I feel I said

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about limits at it sometimes it

manifests as sadness I don't I barely

get is Cassidy Han sometimes it

manifests Karim Karim little bum

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states that come up when you are

grieving by Mexicali kajada an emotional

julissa and erotica that is a painful

feeling depressed and even if you're

funny and you know what happens if you

push it away and don't let it come out

by itself

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told them and all of them a little

you'll be able you will experience some

kind of major physical problem within

two years

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millisecond my celebi cerebellum by them

just money in there so somebody done of

taking the ceremony work okay the

payment

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running away from her they're trying to

stop it does not help you underlying

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eternity that kinda make like lambasana

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and a designer can relax and that memory

like started LM how to possible and

which have conscious or a bad idea that

can be yourself everybody else around

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you are suffering by yourself

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and them and then we fat and

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hours and start sending loving and kind

thoughts together by yourself in Italian

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vessel millions of people someone trying

to control it only makes you suffer more

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deliver what you have to do is Lopakhin

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it is there I don't care whether it's

physical or mental Costas occupied

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when trying to control it the easier way

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someone are abundantly by the understand

just money to go with you today and

there are some people that come to do

meditation that their friends or family

members have died years ago and they're

still sad because of it deceive you had

ever come at the end of the agenda

Pascal croissant into saying that end of

December us Contras as I keep them

together this of a half years so when

you practice in this retreat

staining with your meditation in your

training yourself for when you get out

there and anything and the numbers are

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under Halloween dilemma DirecTV and

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deities about the other day the retreat

is telling is trying to show you how to

simply observe all of this without

taking in person and in return confident

and then for the premium the cops are

fasting permit valid people by the end

of the diameter and that does happen and

if you can have a little about ask about

that I saw with that then okay

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pleasant feeling 29 rend moussaka

painful feeling is the counterpart of

pleasant feeling that we set aside until

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the counterpart of painful feeling

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what is the counterpart of menial

painful unpleasant feeling pressure

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neither painful nor pleasant feeling

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what is the counterpart of ignorant

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counterpart of one city Adela is an

indelible ruin what is the counterpart

of true knowledge

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subjective

deliverance is the counterpart of the

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subjective what is the counterpart of

deliverance as a lesson

Nirvana is the counterpart of

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counterpart of friend vishakha you push

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demand in his words luckily Sakai and

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meaning of this I would have explained

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is its meaning and you should remember

the things in having space

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